sUndAy(sWe3t aGonY)
It has been a week since the last time we've been together, I remember me being at 3:45 am waiting in my car in the parking lot waiting for your lite to come out, the minutes became an hour, but nothing happend @ that moment, anyway, U did text me early in the morning, back and forth like a roller coaster, finally I'd decided to break the silence so I'd called you.
I was crying bc it hurted so much.... so you asked me to go to your house, the lil flame was on, but not for long. U were waiting for me, the first thing we did was hold each other for a while, then a sweet kiss make us believe for a second in another chance to try.
We sat in the couch for a while, just touching each others face, holding our bodies so tide against the situation. I played These Four Walls, we've cried together; then the Passion we can't resist, kissing your body one more time, feeling your hands running thru my skin... we ended in your room... I was holding you so tide, we were naked, just YOU and ME.
The time went so fast, it was time for you to go to work...........tic tac, tic tac... can't wait to see you again, my heart was pounding like before, but sadly our reality, ur reality was so different than mine.. We didn't make it to the final lap, we were running in opposite directions. My head and heart were a tornado of emotions, I know u were feeling the same. The love and lose of trust were the two facts that cannot get fix. So I left your house with my heart broken in million pieces(I'm still looking for 'em). That was the begining of my life without you.
After seven days, after 500000 feelings, 79 love songs, 2 seasons of Charmed... Im still thinking about you, loving you with all my heart, but knowing is no chance for us.
I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me put on a bad romance
I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me put on a bad romance
23.1.10
KeEp gOinG
I went to the club, but some strange feeling was telling me to go home, so I waited out for Roberto, but he didn't showed up on time, so hearing my inner voice, I left and come back home.
I dont know if that something was telling me that u gonna be there, what if u went with someone else? Can't deal with that right now, so guessing I'm better @ home, sleeping.
This is a short post, just wanted to xpress my feelings.
Apologize by One Republic
I'd take another chance,
Take a fall, take a shot for you.
I need you like a heart needs a beat,
But it's nothin' new.
I loved you with a fire red,
Now it's turnin' blue...
And you say...
Sorry, you're not the angel
Heaven let me think was you...
But I'm afraid...
I went to the club, but some strange feeling was telling me to go home, so I waited out for Roberto, but he didn't showed up on time, so hearing my inner voice, I left and come back home.
I dont know if that something was telling me that u gonna be there, what if u went with someone else? Can't deal with that right now, so guessing I'm better @ home, sleeping.
This is a short post, just wanted to xpress my feelings.
Apologize by One Republic
I'd take another chance,
Take a fall, take a shot for you.
I need you like a heart needs a beat,
But it's nothin' new.
I loved you with a fire red,
Now it's turnin' blue...
And you say...
Sorry, you're not the angel
Heaven let me think was you...
But I'm afraid...
If WE aRe a MoVie?
hOw wE cAll It?
The script is gonna start like this:
Drawing illusion in thin air, painting the next chapter in our lives with paint from the starts, if we wanted blue we take it from the very moon.
Scene 1
April 25Th 11:00 am, I'm driving without any clue where to find you, I call you to ask you for directions, u answer kinda nervous, take the next street, i will meet you outside.
Finally I'd found the way, you are walking thru the street in the middle of the crowd, I'm walking too, so we meet in the corner. I saw you for the first time, we introduced each other: Hi, I'm G! Hi, I'm P!, we keep walking and decided what we wanna do. Saying so many places to have lunch but we agree eat @ California Kitchen. We are there face to face with nothing to say, one pizza to share, u are drinking water and me a mango ice tea, the silence between us is so big, so I break it with a joke... U laugh.... we are done eating, check please....
U invite me to your house to watch a movie, I do accept but I have to work after, around 4 is a Saturday.
So we got into your apartment, u are searching for a movie in the PS3, Taken is the one we start watching, but the sexual tension is so dense, you start puking my ribs, it tickles I say, but both we know whats gonna happen, our bodies are screaming to get closer, feel skin, the naked skin. Im getting close to kiss you... I feel your hands going thru my hair.... Our lips are in madness.... my hands running thru ur skin.
I can't help it, the passion is on the air, just keep kissing me, don't stop... let ur senses get lose into mines. After a while our clothes are lying in the floor, can't hardly resist so the xplosion of sex is on. My lips are kissing every corner of you, u are shakin, maybe is all the sensations in ur body, chemistry againts reason. I feel ur hands in my back, even I dont like that part of my body it makes me feel.. We keep wrapping our bodies on pleasure. The climax is running thru our vains, making us xplode in sensations.
Minutes after I have to say goodbye bc Ihave to work. Ur face is not telling me anything, so dunno if we going to repeat this again.
Scene 2
Our cell phones are so hot, we can't stop texting each other. Saying things without any sense, but we read between lines. Days pass some sporadic dates come and go but is one to remember.
Scene 3
A magical nite to remember, is the river and the lights, the moon and the stars, the sky is blue like never before. I pick u up without telling you where we going. Just a couple phone calls, 100's of text, the coin is in the air to bet my wings, to see the green in ur eyes, I'm not sure if you like this, but, no need to wait(well thats in my mind).
We are walking on the side of the river, all I can think is the magic of this nite, wishing, hoping to dont screw up.
U look @ me, like I'm a crazy dreamer just floating in clouds, but the sound of the air is telling you: " take the chance", so you do.
The hours goes so fast, the nite has to end, like in a fairy tale... but our love is real. Is the first time you telling me what u feeling:"U are waking up feelings I'd thougth they were so lost, but now u show me what's the love all about".
I can't deny my love for you either, part of me was hiding behind the wall, scare, but taking the risk is the only way to see love.
Love music is the background, Closer by Mel C
Loving you madly will be forever
I see the ocean in your eyes when we're together
There are no boundaries
There are no limits
My heart has been embraced now that you're in it
(Chorus)
Hold me closer to your dreams
Closer to your fears
Close to hear your laughter
Hold me when you're close to tears
Even i dont have the rights for the song, it has to be part of the soundtrack.
Scene 4
Im in the middle of the room, can't breath, my head is ready to xplode, feelings coming and going.... dunno what to do, only u can calm me down. Come here, astro project urself to rescue me. The darkness is invading my room, the candles are burning into, what I will do in this darkness? suddenly ur inner light is showing. I can hear your footsteps, u getting closer to reach my hand, to calm down my madness. I feel you, just hold me, I say.
My silence are the only sorrow... but the same silence is gonna kill the stars in the sky. It will be.
Scene 5
U are crying, first time ur tears are running, why? is because of me?. Can be this true?....
(The next scene still in my head, but i need to be able to put it on this blog)
Talking about my day without you, was long and boring, after work Zam and I, we went to the movies to watch Legion(Angels are awesome), Im boring now dunno what to do, maybe dance for a while?, Im tired 2...
The 5Th day without you
hOw wE cAll It?
The script is gonna start like this:
Drawing illusion in thin air, painting the next chapter in our lives with paint from the starts, if we wanted blue we take it from the very moon.
Scene 1
April 25Th 11:00 am, I'm driving without any clue where to find you, I call you to ask you for directions, u answer kinda nervous, take the next street, i will meet you outside.
Finally I'd found the way, you are walking thru the street in the middle of the crowd, I'm walking too, so we meet in the corner. I saw you for the first time, we introduced each other: Hi, I'm G! Hi, I'm P!, we keep walking and decided what we wanna do. Saying so many places to have lunch but we agree eat @ California Kitchen. We are there face to face with nothing to say, one pizza to share, u are drinking water and me a mango ice tea, the silence between us is so big, so I break it with a joke... U laugh.... we are done eating, check please....
U invite me to your house to watch a movie, I do accept but I have to work after, around 4 is a Saturday.
So we got into your apartment, u are searching for a movie in the PS3, Taken is the one we start watching, but the sexual tension is so dense, you start puking my ribs, it tickles I say, but both we know whats gonna happen, our bodies are screaming to get closer, feel skin, the naked skin. Im getting close to kiss you... I feel your hands going thru my hair.... Our lips are in madness.... my hands running thru ur skin.
I can't help it, the passion is on the air, just keep kissing me, don't stop... let ur senses get lose into mines. After a while our clothes are lying in the floor, can't hardly resist so the xplosion of sex is on. My lips are kissing every corner of you, u are shakin, maybe is all the sensations in ur body, chemistry againts reason. I feel ur hands in my back, even I dont like that part of my body it makes me feel.. We keep wrapping our bodies on pleasure. The climax is running thru our vains, making us xplode in sensations.
Minutes after I have to say goodbye bc Ihave to work. Ur face is not telling me anything, so dunno if we going to repeat this again.
Scene 2
Our cell phones are so hot, we can't stop texting each other. Saying things without any sense, but we read between lines. Days pass some sporadic dates come and go but is one to remember.
Scene 3
A magical nite to remember, is the river and the lights, the moon and the stars, the sky is blue like never before. I pick u up without telling you where we going. Just a couple phone calls, 100's of text, the coin is in the air to bet my wings, to see the green in ur eyes, I'm not sure if you like this, but, no need to wait(well thats in my mind).
We are walking on the side of the river, all I can think is the magic of this nite, wishing, hoping to dont screw up.
U look @ me, like I'm a crazy dreamer just floating in clouds, but the sound of the air is telling you: " take the chance", so you do.
The hours goes so fast, the nite has to end, like in a fairy tale... but our love is real. Is the first time you telling me what u feeling:"U are waking up feelings I'd thougth they were so lost, but now u show me what's the love all about".
I can't deny my love for you either, part of me was hiding behind the wall, scare, but taking the risk is the only way to see love.
Love music is the background, Closer by Mel C
Loving you madly will be forever
I see the ocean in your eyes when we're together
There are no boundaries
There are no limits
My heart has been embraced now that you're in it
(Chorus)
Hold me closer to your dreams
Closer to your fears
Close to hear your laughter
Hold me when you're close to tears
Even i dont have the rights for the song, it has to be part of the soundtrack.
Scene 4
Im in the middle of the room, can't breath, my head is ready to xplode, feelings coming and going.... dunno what to do, only u can calm me down. Come here, astro project urself to rescue me. The darkness is invading my room, the candles are burning into, what I will do in this darkness? suddenly ur inner light is showing. I can hear your footsteps, u getting closer to reach my hand, to calm down my madness. I feel you, just hold me, I say.
My silence are the only sorrow... but the same silence is gonna kill the stars in the sky. It will be.
Scene 5
U are crying, first time ur tears are running, why? is because of me?. Can be this true?....
(The next scene still in my head, but i need to be able to put it on this blog)
Talking about my day without you, was long and boring, after work Zam and I, we went to the movies to watch Legion(Angels are awesome), Im boring now dunno what to do, maybe dance for a while?, Im tired 2...
The 5Th day without you
22.1.10
hOurS(gone)
The hours seems slow. Just watching the clock in my wall, just counting the minutes for the day, a day without you.
I was searching in my phone and I'd found ur number(btw I just delete it) I've got it for the last time that u called me in Sunday when u asked me: What we are? How we should call this? and I said: U are u and me is me. Anyway I don't want ur number bc I will have the temptation to call u, hear your voice and make my heart lie to me.
Last nite one episode of Charmed was about Cupid, how he makes love happens, funny isn't it?. But love isn't forever and when some of us we just close the heart, like that is impossible to let love go thru. At the end like a typical script love is more powerful so it wins, not in our case right?. I always believe love is all around even a simple cloud can make love different.
I decided to have a movie night, Star Trek and Paranormal Activity, so far is been good, I took a break to play Bayonetta(the game is so good but is to short, I saved the receipt so i will return the game) I will watch the other one when I'll be ready to go to bed.
Something weird happens to me today; I didn't listen songs that remain of you, isn't bc don't miss you like crazy, but my head wasn't in the mood to deal with the situation. My room is so clean and smells good, my laundry is done but your voice still saying my name?
I went to Walmart to have the food for the week, this is gonna sound crazy, but every part of the store had something that remain me of you... I know is kinda cheap, hehehe. When I was there it feels like another dimension of goodies and things to share with you. I have some "junk food" also healthy one to keep on my diet, actually I'm thinking to enjoy the gym next month to get my six pack(not of beer's).
That was my day, the 4Th day without you.
Y...
¿tú cómo estás?
espero que bien,
te echo de menos.
Yo...
¿qué puedo decir?
si no estas... aquí,
sólo espero.
The hours seems slow. Just watching the clock in my wall, just counting the minutes for the day, a day without you.
I was searching in my phone and I'd found ur number(btw I just delete it) I've got it for the last time that u called me in Sunday when u asked me: What we are? How we should call this? and I said: U are u and me is me. Anyway I don't want ur number bc I will have the temptation to call u, hear your voice and make my heart lie to me.
Last nite one episode of Charmed was about Cupid, how he makes love happens, funny isn't it?. But love isn't forever and when some of us we just close the heart, like that is impossible to let love go thru. At the end like a typical script love is more powerful so it wins, not in our case right?. I always believe love is all around even a simple cloud can make love different.
I decided to have a movie night, Star Trek and Paranormal Activity, so far is been good, I took a break to play Bayonetta(the game is so good but is to short, I saved the receipt so i will return the game) I will watch the other one when I'll be ready to go to bed.
Something weird happens to me today; I didn't listen songs that remain of you, isn't bc don't miss you like crazy, but my head wasn't in the mood to deal with the situation. My room is so clean and smells good, my laundry is done but your voice still saying my name?
I went to Walmart to have the food for the week, this is gonna sound crazy, but every part of the store had something that remain me of you... I know is kinda cheap, hehehe. When I was there it feels like another dimension of goodies and things to share with you. I have some "junk food" also healthy one to keep on my diet, actually I'm thinking to enjoy the gym next month to get my six pack(not of beer's).
That was my day, the 4Th day without you.
Y...
¿tú cómo estás?
espero que bien,
te echo de menos.
Yo...
¿qué puedo decir?
si no estas... aquí,
sólo espero.
21.1.10
SoMebodY aSk fOr yoU?
Alex asked me about you, he said: who is it that u are so in love?, well my answer was: I don't wanna talk about it. When he was asking me that my heart was pounding, the sensation of love was running thru my body.
Talking about another thing, today Gerardo went to get lunch with me, he's is a really good friend of mine, it has been like 6 months since the last time we've seen each other, he looks different, but he's still being Gynger for me. We wanted to go to the movies to see Daybreakers but I had things to do(TV), so he decided to go to the gym. We've talk for a while(10 minutes) but it was so cool see him again, we agreed to go out next week, hope we can do it.
I had a good day @ work after all, being with the "Golosos" help me to dont think about you. I eat pizza today... and some mexican pastrys the ones that u like so much.
The vampire diaries is back, so i came home to watch it... now have to do that beacuse u used to downloaded for me, not anymore. In the episode Stefan tell the truth to Elena, and she was upset but relief to know the truth. I know u didn't like the show 2 much, but Im fan of vampaires. I wish can be one to move faster, jump higher and be more romantic with all that I have. Wishing I can be the vampire u need in your life to show u my other life's, share my dreams and the eternal night.
My day is almost over, just watching Charmed to waste time, just waiting for bedtime.
Is the 3rd day without you(again.
The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
Alex asked me about you, he said: who is it that u are so in love?, well my answer was: I don't wanna talk about it. When he was asking me that my heart was pounding, the sensation of love was running thru my body.
Talking about another thing, today Gerardo went to get lunch with me, he's is a really good friend of mine, it has been like 6 months since the last time we've seen each other, he looks different, but he's still being Gynger for me. We wanted to go to the movies to see Daybreakers but I had things to do(TV), so he decided to go to the gym. We've talk for a while(10 minutes) but it was so cool see him again, we agreed to go out next week, hope we can do it.
I had a good day @ work after all, being with the "Golosos" help me to dont think about you. I eat pizza today... and some mexican pastrys the ones that u like so much.
The vampire diaries is back, so i came home to watch it... now have to do that beacuse u used to downloaded for me, not anymore. In the episode Stefan tell the truth to Elena, and she was upset but relief to know the truth. I know u didn't like the show 2 much, but Im fan of vampaires. I wish can be one to move faster, jump higher and be more romantic with all that I have. Wishing I can be the vampire u need in your life to show u my other life's, share my dreams and the eternal night.
My day is almost over, just watching Charmed to waste time, just waiting for bedtime.
Is the 3rd day without you(again.
The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
20.1.10
HIV teST
Yoday I went to the clinic to take the HIV test, it was negative for now. U wondering why did I took the test? Part is bc I don't belive when said to me: "I didn't sleep with anyone but you" and the other part bc was for myself to make sure I'm ok. Well i wish we took it together... Im negative for now.
I was in ur old neighborhood, a lot memories were in my head, me trying to find your house, that april 25th in the middle of the crown, u wearing red shorts with ur clueless walk. The nites we spend in your old apartment. Cool memories came down.
Im planing going to the movies to see The Lovely Bones, we talk about that movie and we wanted to see it 2gether. Im gonna save your seat if you wanna come(I wish), So tecnically that was part of my day without you.
So I went to see the movie, it's so great is long but u gonna like it. I didn't eat popcorn is weird, isnt it? lol. Some moments in the movie I was holding your hand specially when something about the movie was telling me what should I do for the next date.
Anyway this is the end of my day without you, like every other night I will take my pills to fall sleep.
De tardes negras
que no hay tiempo ni espacio
y nadie nunca entendera...
Yoday I went to the clinic to take the HIV test, it was negative for now. U wondering why did I took the test? Part is bc I don't belive when said to me: "I didn't sleep with anyone but you" and the other part bc was for myself to make sure I'm ok. Well i wish we took it together... Im negative for now.
I was in ur old neighborhood, a lot memories were in my head, me trying to find your house, that april 25th in the middle of the crown, u wearing red shorts with ur clueless walk. The nites we spend in your old apartment. Cool memories came down.
Im planing going to the movies to see The Lovely Bones, we talk about that movie and we wanted to see it 2gether. Im gonna save your seat if you wanna come(I wish), So tecnically that was part of my day without you.
So I went to see the movie, it's so great is long but u gonna like it. I didn't eat popcorn is weird, isnt it? lol. Some moments in the movie I was holding your hand specially when something about the movie was telling me what should I do for the next date.
Anyway this is the end of my day without you, like every other night I will take my pills to fall sleep.
De tardes negras
que no hay tiempo ni espacio
y nadie nunca entendera...
19.1.10
FirSt daY
Like I thought, you never email me back, maybe u never will. I made a play list in my ipod I called "Songs to Forget", sometimes it helps listen to songs that remain me of you, my day was hard every five seconds u were in my mind, but what can i do? just holding my smile and pretend everything is all OK, that what i will do on front of the people, but now I'm alone and can't hide my real feelings. Like I said before can't cry anymore because is no more tears in my eyes. I miss you like crazy. I'm hoping dont get hopeless.
Is all can say now, I will wait a lil to take my pills to fall sleep... like that the agony is less painful.
I love you P.
Like I thought, you never email me back, maybe u never will. I made a play list in my ipod I called "Songs to Forget", sometimes it helps listen to songs that remain me of you, my day was hard every five seconds u were in my mind, but what can i do? just holding my smile and pretend everything is all OK, that what i will do on front of the people, but now I'm alone and can't hide my real feelings. Like I said before can't cry anymore because is no more tears in my eyes. I miss you like crazy. I'm hoping dont get hopeless.
Is all can say now, I will wait a lil to take my pills to fall sleep... like that the agony is less painful.
I love you P.
18.1.10
LaSt of ThE lAst
This is gonna be the last time i will talk about you, u took ur desition and U can't have me and have someone else, i love you so much but I love myself more to let you do that, i dont wanna share ur bed with someone else. U texted me "I wanna try again" and then u just let me down. We talked for hours and we cried for hours, i know u love me but i dont want to wait 'till u decided u wanna be with me, so my best bid is giving u back ur freedoom, that's what u ask me, u dont wanna be in a relationship, neither do I, i wanted to be with you, so is nothing left for me. Is time for me to move on and pretend u dont exist for me, that u were just a dream.
I will never talk about you, i will never say ur name with nobody,because if I keep doing it i will not survive, I just closed that chapter in my imagination... I will leave you alone, i dont have any way to contact you, I'd just erase everything about you(I wish i could be a better actor), whatever is done is done. I cant promise you the moon and the stars, but one thing I know i would do anything to get you back, but is to late. I know my mistakes and u already know yours. This hurts like never before, i was there on front of you to see you at least one more time, and i did, now u will be in my heart even is broken, cant even find the lil pieces, they are all over the place, I cant have u in my mind because the rational part of it cant handle it.... so I'd never regret anything like this... u were my reason to keep going, now my reason is myself...I wish we can have another chance to be together and start all over. Now u know how scare i was to show my feelings, I'd always ended worse. So I will build my bubble and dont let anyone get into my life for long time, Im so fragile...
Im not crying because i dont have more tears. I dont know when i will be able to talk to somebody about this, i will keep it to myself like I'd always do, if somebody ask me about u, i will change the conversation.
Even if I deny my love for you, i will love you 'till i cant anymore... My silence kill us and it will kill me slowly.
Goodbye P.
Just know I love the time that we both had
And I don't ever want to see you sad, be happy
Cause I don't want to hold you
If you don't want to tell me you love me babe
Just know I'm gonna have to walk away
I'll be big enough for both of us to say, be happy
Bottom of the Ocean by Miley Cyrus
And part of me still believes
When you say you’re gonna stick around
And part of me still believes
We can find a way to work it out
But I know that we tried everything we could try
So let's just say goodbye
Forever
Out from Under by Britney
I say don't get too close
protect yourself from love.
It's hard to stay afloat
when you try and you try and you try.
I say don't get too close
protect yourself from love.
Yet, I find it hurts the most
when you try and you try and you try
and you're not close enough.
Close Enough by Keo Nozari
You teach me how to love
Parts of myself
I hated for so long
Loving myself
Through loving you
I no longer live like a man in the dark
Hiding all the pieces of my broken heart
Way up high I'm holding on
Way up high I'm holding on to you
Feel by Darren Hayes
Everything you’ve wanted
Lies deep within me
I’m really sweet inside
I’ll unlock you with my key
Let me Show U by Fey
wish that I could make you stay
but I know I have no power to persuade
the heart will do what it must do
So kiss me
one last time
and tell me how to live my life without you
Cause I love you without and ending
cause I need you to be my everything
tell me the meaning of a life without you with me
when the night falls I'll still be standing
cause you'll always be right here in my heart
and in my deepest memories
I will never have to be without you
love is like a work of art
once you feel it you hold it in your heart
you know forever that its true
so kiss me
for always
even if I live my life without you
Without You by Laura Pausini
I find you standing there
Telling me you're sorry
A lonely tear rolling down your face
You hold me, then time stops
I struggle to kiss you
And you just take my breath away
Just hold on for a second my love
Just to tell me this whole thing is wrong
Would you please just keep it down low?
Spare me 5 minutes
I wanna feel your sweet and soft touch
All over me
I want this kiss to last forever
We're both off limits
As we wrap it up we both know
That the end is just right here
Right here, oh
I'm feeling too scared now
Just trying to understand
Why this love couldn't be crystal clear
Your lips feel so freezing
Demanding sweet kissing
Is it the air 'cause I just can't breathe?
Just hold on for a second my love (For a second)
Just to tell me this whole thing is wrong
Would you please just keep it down low?
Spare me 5 minutes
I wanna feel your sweet and soft touch
All over me
I want this kiss to forever
We're both off limits
As we wrap it up we both know
At the end it's just right here
Please hold my hand, love
My breath won't come back again
Say that you love me that you're not the one to blame
At least for just one second
I believe your words are true love
Keep it down low by Rbd
This is gonna be the last time i will talk about you, u took ur desition and U can't have me and have someone else, i love you so much but I love myself more to let you do that, i dont wanna share ur bed with someone else. U texted me "I wanna try again" and then u just let me down. We talked for hours and we cried for hours, i know u love me but i dont want to wait 'till u decided u wanna be with me, so my best bid is giving u back ur freedoom, that's what u ask me, u dont wanna be in a relationship, neither do I, i wanted to be with you, so is nothing left for me. Is time for me to move on and pretend u dont exist for me, that u were just a dream.
I will never talk about you, i will never say ur name with nobody,because if I keep doing it i will not survive, I just closed that chapter in my imagination... I will leave you alone, i dont have any way to contact you, I'd just erase everything about you(I wish i could be a better actor), whatever is done is done. I cant promise you the moon and the stars, but one thing I know i would do anything to get you back, but is to late. I know my mistakes and u already know yours. This hurts like never before, i was there on front of you to see you at least one more time, and i did, now u will be in my heart even is broken, cant even find the lil pieces, they are all over the place, I cant have u in my mind because the rational part of it cant handle it.... so I'd never regret anything like this... u were my reason to keep going, now my reason is myself...I wish we can have another chance to be together and start all over. Now u know how scare i was to show my feelings, I'd always ended worse. So I will build my bubble and dont let anyone get into my life for long time, Im so fragile...
Im not crying because i dont have more tears. I dont know when i will be able to talk to somebody about this, i will keep it to myself like I'd always do, if somebody ask me about u, i will change the conversation.
Even if I deny my love for you, i will love you 'till i cant anymore... My silence kill us and it will kill me slowly.
Goodbye P.
Just know I love the time that we both had
And I don't ever want to see you sad, be happy
Cause I don't want to hold you
If you don't want to tell me you love me babe
Just know I'm gonna have to walk away
I'll be big enough for both of us to say, be happy
Bottom of the Ocean by Miley Cyrus
And part of me still believes
When you say you’re gonna stick around
And part of me still believes
We can find a way to work it out
But I know that we tried everything we could try
So let's just say goodbye
Forever
Out from Under by Britney
I say don't get too close
protect yourself from love.
It's hard to stay afloat
when you try and you try and you try.
I say don't get too close
protect yourself from love.
Yet, I find it hurts the most
when you try and you try and you try
and you're not close enough.
Close Enough by Keo Nozari
You teach me how to love
Parts of myself
I hated for so long
Loving myself
Through loving you
I no longer live like a man in the dark
Hiding all the pieces of my broken heart
Way up high I'm holding on
Way up high I'm holding on to you
Feel by Darren Hayes
Everything you’ve wanted
Lies deep within me
I’m really sweet inside
I’ll unlock you with my key
Let me Show U by Fey
wish that I could make you stay
but I know I have no power to persuade
the heart will do what it must do
So kiss me
one last time
and tell me how to live my life without you
Cause I love you without and ending
cause I need you to be my everything
tell me the meaning of a life without you with me
when the night falls I'll still be standing
cause you'll always be right here in my heart
and in my deepest memories
I will never have to be without you
love is like a work of art
once you feel it you hold it in your heart
you know forever that its true
so kiss me
for always
even if I live my life without you
Without You by Laura Pausini
I find you standing there
Telling me you're sorry
A lonely tear rolling down your face
You hold me, then time stops
I struggle to kiss you
And you just take my breath away
Just hold on for a second my love
Just to tell me this whole thing is wrong
Would you please just keep it down low?
Spare me 5 minutes
I wanna feel your sweet and soft touch
All over me
I want this kiss to last forever
We're both off limits
As we wrap it up we both know
That the end is just right here
Right here, oh
I'm feeling too scared now
Just trying to understand
Why this love couldn't be crystal clear
Your lips feel so freezing
Demanding sweet kissing
Is it the air 'cause I just can't breathe?
Just hold on for a second my love (For a second)
Just to tell me this whole thing is wrong
Would you please just keep it down low?
Spare me 5 minutes
I wanna feel your sweet and soft touch
All over me
I want this kiss to forever
We're both off limits
As we wrap it up we both know
At the end it's just right here
Please hold my hand, love
My breath won't come back again
Say that you love me that you're not the one to blame
At least for just one second
I believe your words are true love
Keep it down low by Rbd
15.1.10
MenTirAs PiaDosas
Mientras decia mentiras acerca de kerer olvidarte, han sido en vano, ya no puedo mas... kiero gritar k te amo, k regreses a mi lado. Son tantas cosas k me recuerdan a ti, hasta un simple silencio. Pero tengo tanto miedo de volverte amar, pero la parte racional de mi cabeza dice k me ekivoko igual k un topo, el corazon insiste, sigue palpitando a mil al oir tu nombre, ver tus fotos me es tan dificil k las evito. Intentando mantenerme ocupado, distrayendo mi mente para no pensar en ti.
Pero como puedo confiar en ti si has estado "buscando" en ese website? Se k yo estube ahi pero solo para hacerte saber k duele verte y no tenerte.
Me oculto detras de mi muro y el silencio de mi habitacion, escuchando These Four Wall de Miley, solo no puedo coger el telefono; marcar tu numero, oir tu voz.
Ya hace mas de dos semanas k no te veo, no siento tu tierno abrazo.... trato de seguir buscando las respuestas incorrectas....
While i was saying lies about to forget you, they've been in vain, i can't... i want scream that I love you, come back to my side. Its a lot of things that remain me of you, even a simple silence. But im so afraid to love you again, but the racional part of my head is telling im mistaken like an animal,the heart insist, keep beating 1000 times everytime that I've heard ur name, look at ur pictures is so hard Im avoid them. Im trying to keep myself busy, distracting my mind to dont think of you.
But how can i trust you knowing u are "looking" in that website?, i know i was there too, it was just to let you know it hurts seeing and dont having you.
I hide myself behind my wall and the silence in my room, listening These Four Walls by Miley, I can't pick the phone, dial your number, listen to your voice.
Is more than two weeks I didn't see you, i dont feel ur sweet arms around me...Im trying to look for the wrong answers.
Mentiras Piadosas
Alejandra Guzman
Hasta hoy me doy cuenta
que la vida no es nada si no tengo tu mirada.
Ni siquiera imaginaba que me harías tanta falta.
No sé qué es lo que pensaba.
Hoy que no estás
ya no encuentro las palabras
para decirte que me falta cada momento que me dabas.
Creo que voy a enloquecer si no te vuelvo a ver.
Dime que mañana vendrás, dime que no puedes vivir
Sólo dímelo así.
Dime que te duele terminar, dime que te sientes muy mal
Mentiras piadosas no me vienen nada mal.
No me vienen nada mal.
Tu sonrisa en la mañana
Tus caricias en mi espalda
son recuerdos que me matan.
Hoy que no estás ya no encuentro las palabras
para decirte que me falta cada momento que me dabas.
Creo que voy a enloquecer si no te vuelvo a ver.
Dime que mañana vendrás, dime que no puedes vivir
Sólo dímelo así.
Yo te creo todo, quiero ser feliz.
Dime que te duele terminar, dime que te sientes muy mal
Mentiras piadosas no me vienen nada mal.
No me vienen nada mal.
Mientras decia mentiras acerca de kerer olvidarte, han sido en vano, ya no puedo mas... kiero gritar k te amo, k regreses a mi lado. Son tantas cosas k me recuerdan a ti, hasta un simple silencio. Pero tengo tanto miedo de volverte amar, pero la parte racional de mi cabeza dice k me ekivoko igual k un topo, el corazon insiste, sigue palpitando a mil al oir tu nombre, ver tus fotos me es tan dificil k las evito. Intentando mantenerme ocupado, distrayendo mi mente para no pensar en ti.
Pero como puedo confiar en ti si has estado "buscando" en ese website? Se k yo estube ahi pero solo para hacerte saber k duele verte y no tenerte.
Me oculto detras de mi muro y el silencio de mi habitacion, escuchando These Four Wall de Miley, solo no puedo coger el telefono; marcar tu numero, oir tu voz.
Ya hace mas de dos semanas k no te veo, no siento tu tierno abrazo.... trato de seguir buscando las respuestas incorrectas....
While i was saying lies about to forget you, they've been in vain, i can't... i want scream that I love you, come back to my side. Its a lot of things that remain me of you, even a simple silence. But im so afraid to love you again, but the racional part of my head is telling im mistaken like an animal,the heart insist, keep beating 1000 times everytime that I've heard ur name, look at ur pictures is so hard Im avoid them. Im trying to keep myself busy, distracting my mind to dont think of you.
But how can i trust you knowing u are "looking" in that website?, i know i was there too, it was just to let you know it hurts seeing and dont having you.
I hide myself behind my wall and the silence in my room, listening These Four Walls by Miley, I can't pick the phone, dial your number, listen to your voice.
Is more than two weeks I didn't see you, i dont feel ur sweet arms around me...Im trying to look for the wrong answers.
Mentiras Piadosas
Alejandra Guzman
Hasta hoy me doy cuenta
que la vida no es nada si no tengo tu mirada.
Ni siquiera imaginaba que me harías tanta falta.
No sé qué es lo que pensaba.
Hoy que no estás
ya no encuentro las palabras
para decirte que me falta cada momento que me dabas.
Creo que voy a enloquecer si no te vuelvo a ver.
Dime que mañana vendrás, dime que no puedes vivir
Sólo dímelo así.
Dime que te duele terminar, dime que te sientes muy mal
Mentiras piadosas no me vienen nada mal.
No me vienen nada mal.
Tu sonrisa en la mañana
Tus caricias en mi espalda
son recuerdos que me matan.
Hoy que no estás ya no encuentro las palabras
para decirte que me falta cada momento que me dabas.
Creo que voy a enloquecer si no te vuelvo a ver.
Dime que mañana vendrás, dime que no puedes vivir
Sólo dímelo así.
Yo te creo todo, quiero ser feliz.
Dime que te duele terminar, dime que te sientes muy mal
Mentiras piadosas no me vienen nada mal.
No me vienen nada mal.
3.1.10
staRting fRom zEro
This is the history about a guy who felt in love and suddenly one day the love was killed by the shadow of silence, the silence was the only word he can pronounced, besides "i love u", his feelings were growing, being stronger for the other, but the shadow was hunting him every minute, just repressing all communication. Some draws, some songs were the only way to show the real person who he was.
Months passed, everything went like a roller coaster, every little piece of his fragile heart was falling down. He always hide himself behind a wall made of bad experiences, the wall was almost unbreakable, day by day he was working so hard to destroy at least one brick, sadly the wall was getting higher.
The "other" just stay watching, creating more bricks to add into the wall.
Somehow the trust got lost in a sex website, the words weren't enough to fix the problem, no more movies, no more sleepless nights, the last song to remember, a simple paint with part of his heart, four walls an endless night inside.
He just walked away in the middle of the night, a mile of pain and snow...
Nothing could save the love, nothing never will.
That's the history how he decided start all over from zero.
This is the history about a guy who felt in love and suddenly one day the love was killed by the shadow of silence, the silence was the only word he can pronounced, besides "i love u", his feelings were growing, being stronger for the other, but the shadow was hunting him every minute, just repressing all communication. Some draws, some songs were the only way to show the real person who he was.
Months passed, everything went like a roller coaster, every little piece of his fragile heart was falling down. He always hide himself behind a wall made of bad experiences, the wall was almost unbreakable, day by day he was working so hard to destroy at least one brick, sadly the wall was getting higher.
The "other" just stay watching, creating more bricks to add into the wall.
Somehow the trust got lost in a sex website, the words weren't enough to fix the problem, no more movies, no more sleepless nights, the last song to remember, a simple paint with part of his heart, four walls an endless night inside.
He just walked away in the middle of the night, a mile of pain and snow...
Nothing could save the love, nothing never will.
That's the history how he decided start all over from zero.
10.4.07
DeEp SkY
Blue as the moon
is the air around
I been thru a labirynth
a faun was my north star
I was scare
to never see the lite
on this deep sky
I was diving
into the walls
trying to find my thoughs
they became alive
a fantasy in my life
I've been walking
in circles
I found a circus
full of clowns
they seem's like a lie's
maybe they were my though's
but they dont
I was reaching
the dreams
but I heard a voice
repeating the nightmares
I been thru a labirynth
full of magic and madness
A field full of weird creatures
As the world is apart
off this deep sky
my stepfoots on the ground
the faun is behind
with my thoughs in a cloud
and my feelings around
in bubbles
As deep is the sky
the sky is deep
deep sky
to find the way to get out
and leave behind my fears
on the labirynth
Im blue as deep sky
I was diving on the eternal night
finally I found the way to get out
goodbye faun
its time for me to depart
just I wanna be free
on the deep sky
Blue as the moon
is the air around
I been thru a labirynth
a faun was my north star
I was scare
to never see the lite
on this deep sky
I was diving
into the walls
trying to find my thoughs
they became alive
a fantasy in my life
I've been walking
in circles
I found a circus
full of clowns
they seem's like a lie's
maybe they were my though's
but they dont
I was reaching
the dreams
but I heard a voice
repeating the nightmares
I been thru a labirynth
full of magic and madness
A field full of weird creatures
As the world is apart
off this deep sky
my stepfoots on the ground
the faun is behind
with my thoughs in a cloud
and my feelings around
in bubbles
As deep is the sky
the sky is deep
deep sky
to find the way to get out
and leave behind my fears
on the labirynth
Im blue as deep sky
I was diving on the eternal night
finally I found the way to get out
goodbye faun
its time for me to depart
just I wanna be free
on the deep sky
5.4.07
JusT I donT knoW hoW?
I dont know whats going on
I cant feel the breathe on my heart
Im disconected of my body
my soul is with you
but my mind is on the space
a open one, without you...
I dont know how,
just I dont know how
this happend to us?
where I lost myself on you
I cant be without you
but I cant be with you
just I dont know how?
You are like a dream come true
U're so real, real as the air
you'd changed my world
and filled me up
maybe Im broken like a sunset
I try to believe and make me strong enough
too much to ask?
I dont know how let you in
just I dont know how?
I dont know how open my heart forever
just for you
just I dont know how?
Try, so hard
breath, so hard
believe, so hard
Just I dont know how (let you in)
show me how
just I dont know how.
I dont know whats going on
I cant feel the breathe on my heart
Im disconected of my body
my soul is with you
but my mind is on the space
a open one, without you...
I dont know how,
just I dont know how
this happend to us?
where I lost myself on you
I cant be without you
but I cant be with you
just I dont know how?
You are like a dream come true
U're so real, real as the air
you'd changed my world
and filled me up
maybe Im broken like a sunset
I try to believe and make me strong enough
too much to ask?
I dont know how let you in
just I dont know how?
I dont know how open my heart forever
just for you
just I dont know how?
Try, so hard
breath, so hard
believe, so hard
Just I dont know how (let you in)
show me how
just I dont know how.
26.2.07
LiKe LoVErS dO....
Finally I found that paradise that I've been waiting, a better life to bring us round, and now i see the world like lovers do...
We're taking easy, taking slow, we're catching fire and let it go, I'm waiting to give myself to you, on that way we can live like lovers do...
Like lovers do, I'm feeling that way...
When I don't even expect someone on my life him suddenly showed up, he makes me feel again on heaven, waking up again all that romance it was sleeping on me, no words to describe what kind of feelings are on me... Now everything is blue in my life like never before....... its all because of you.
Finally I found that paradise that I've been waiting, a better life to bring us round, and now i see the world like lovers do...
We're taking easy, taking slow, we're catching fire and let it go, I'm waiting to give myself to you, on that way we can live like lovers do...
Like lovers do, I'm feeling that way...
When I don't even expect someone on my life him suddenly showed up, he makes me feel again on heaven, waking up again all that romance it was sleeping on me, no words to describe what kind of feelings are on me... Now everything is blue in my life like never before....... its all because of you.
16.2.07
EveRyThINg ChaNgeD
This lolyness
What I'm feeling
doesn't relieve it
doesn't disappear it
If I lie you
About everything going well
cant going worse
the truth is that I'm nourished from my fears
I've felt able to play your game
but I've discovered
that I lost myself if at trying
Perhaps I've found things about me
what's make me suffer
and fight against my ego
And I cant moving on
If you don't be with me
(Chorus)
Everything changed
And now cant find
the way to back
Everything changed
how come back to you?
How come back to myself?
Where I've losted myself?
And everything has changed
I don't want to give the back to you
I don't want to hurt you
But I know that I'll falling into the trap
I'll betray you
You'll leave me
I didn't want to someone else take my place
I've felt able to play your game
But I've discovered that I lost myself at trying
I don't want to see me cry
On the bottom knows I cant no more
I don't even know how I can carry on
If you don't be with me
(Chorus)
Inside I'm cowardly
outside I'm different
inside just instic
outside you can count with me
inside it doesn't is the same
outside I don't fail you
inside I keeping for myself
outside I don't know
If I stay there
Inside I'm cowardly
outside I'm different
inside just instic
outside you can count with me
inside it doesn't is the same
outside I'm different
inside just instic
outside I don't know if I'll carry on
This lolyness
What I'm feeling
doesn't relieve it
doesn't disappear it
If I lie you
About everything going well
cant going worse
the truth is that I'm nourished from my fears
I've felt able to play your game
but I've discovered
that I lost myself if at trying
Perhaps I've found things about me
what's make me suffer
and fight against my ego
And I cant moving on
If you don't be with me
(Chorus)
Everything changed
And now cant find
the way to back
Everything changed
how come back to you?
How come back to myself?
Where I've losted myself?
And everything has changed
I don't want to give the back to you
I don't want to hurt you
But I know that I'll falling into the trap
I'll betray you
You'll leave me
I didn't want to someone else take my place
I've felt able to play your game
But I've discovered that I lost myself at trying
I don't want to see me cry
On the bottom knows I cant no more
I don't even know how I can carry on
If you don't be with me
(Chorus)
Inside I'm cowardly
outside I'm different
inside just instic
outside you can count with me
inside it doesn't is the same
outside I don't fail you
inside I keeping for myself
outside I don't know
If I stay there
Inside I'm cowardly
outside I'm different
inside just instic
outside you can count with me
inside it doesn't is the same
outside I'm different
inside just instic
outside I don't know if I'll carry on
15.2.07
iS iT lOVe...
Iio
I never knew a love
A love that could be sweeter
No matter what my mind says
Your music gives me fever
The moment that we danced
Your arms felt like a cradle
And when you took my hand
I was no longer able
It never felt so right before
I need to be with you much more
I can't believe this kind of fate
We can runaway... Is it love?
I'm always in a spell
Even when I'm sleeping
You're always on my mind
I hope that I'm not dreaming
If I am let me stay asleep
Don't wake me up
I feel complete I never want to feel it end
What a lovely moment
Is it love?
I wanna give you my love
All the time
I wanna make love to you
All the time
I wanna be right next to you
All the time
I wanna be in love with you
All the time
27.1.07
SoundTraCk of My Lif3
Main theme: If I fall by Tara Mclean
When I wake up: The other Side by Fey
Driving : Come closer by Tarkan
Before sleep : Era la Musica by RBD
When Im happy: Y aqui estoy by Fey
Sad day : Yo te voy amar by NSYNC
Nite club: Love is a crime by Anastacia
Driving to the niteclub: Since you been gone by Kelly Clarkson
When Im tripping: Dulce locura by La oreja de Van gogh
Broken heart: Open arms by Journey
Gay song: Todos me miran by Gloria Trevi
________________________________________
Friends(kbaretito): Alive by J-Lo
Gab: Yo te voy amar by Nsync
Potter: Dont speak by No Doubt
Amy: Jenny from the block by J-lo
Megan: Gennie in a bottle by Xtina Aguilera
Sand: Miedo by Pepe aguilar
Jay: I will come to you by Hanson
Yara: Lucha de Gigantes by Nacha Pop
Rob: Sexy Back by Justin
Diana: Mis ojos lloran por ti by BigBoy
Gerardo: Hollaback girl by Gwen Stefany
________________________________________
Sweet madness: Before the Dawn by Evanescense
Memories: Kiss me by Sixpence none the richer
When Im sexy: Breathe on Me by Brittney
Looking for: Someone to call my love by Janet Jackson
Magic Moment: Never saw blue like that by Shaw Colvin
Rebirth: Vertigo by Fey
Main theme: If I fall by Tara Mclean
When I wake up: The other Side by Fey
Driving : Come closer by Tarkan
Before sleep : Era la Musica by RBD
When Im happy: Y aqui estoy by Fey
Sad day : Yo te voy amar by NSYNC
Nite club: Love is a crime by Anastacia
Driving to the niteclub: Since you been gone by Kelly Clarkson
When Im tripping: Dulce locura by La oreja de Van gogh
Broken heart: Open arms by Journey
Gay song: Todos me miran by Gloria Trevi
________________________________________
Friends(kbaretito): Alive by J-Lo
Gab: Yo te voy amar by Nsync
Potter: Dont speak by No Doubt
Amy: Jenny from the block by J-lo
Megan: Gennie in a bottle by Xtina Aguilera
Sand: Miedo by Pepe aguilar
Jay: I will come to you by Hanson
Yara: Lucha de Gigantes by Nacha Pop
Rob: Sexy Back by Justin
Diana: Mis ojos lloran por ti by BigBoy
Gerardo: Hollaback girl by Gwen Stefany
________________________________________
Sweet madness: Before the Dawn by Evanescense
Memories: Kiss me by Sixpence none the richer
When Im sexy: Breathe on Me by Brittney
Looking for: Someone to call my love by Janet Jackson
Magic Moment: Never saw blue like that by Shaw Colvin
Rebirth: Vertigo by Fey
17.1.07
FrEedOm wRiTerS
Today I learned something new about the Mexican-American life, besides I understood how the life can make you Stronger-faster, waking up on yourself the spirit to be free and the brave to change the life.
It doesn't matter what is your color, race, life style; its about who you are?; who you want to be? Its not about the destiny either about where you come from? Its about where you belongs, fight againts destiny you can write your own.
I learned by my own experience, how the life it has be changed and how is works if you want to, how the racist can destroyed everything that you've been building. I belive in myself when nobody else does, I fightt againts my demons, I screamed out when nobody wanted heard me, I been thru a darkness. Since that moment I been living my life im a better person far away of everything it has been hurted me for long time, who knows me better than I? .
The cover can be fake, that smile, that attitude its real? who knows if you are suffering? Why the people thinks that they have the right to judge other people? why everything has to be about prejudgement. For this questions we having the answers, I waiting for that day coming up.
My better way to xpress myself its writing and putting on a piece of paper what's on my mind... a movie what changed my mind and opened my eyes to see beyond where my eyes seen it, a great nite...
EscRitoRes LibREs
Hoy aprendi algo acerca de la vida Mexico-americana , ademas entendi como la vida te hace mas fuerte-rapido, despertando en ti mismo el espiritu de ser libre y el valor de cambiar la vida.
No importa cual es tu color, tu raza, estilo de vida; es acerca de kien eres? kien kieres ser?, no es acerca del destino, tampoco lo es de donde vienes? es acerca de donde perteneces, pelea contra el destino puedes escribir el tuyo.
11.1.07
sO ManY, bUt noT 4 m3
How many people can be on the chat room at the same time? 100's or thousands, who know's? But however I can find some for me, its stupid I know pretend to find the love of my life online. ja!
I making a flashback to see how many guys I've met online... Well I don't even remember theirs names sux, 4 real; I learned the only thing that they looking for? Is SEX. Where is the dates, movies something special and romantic to do who knows about that shit, nobody gives a damn for.
So many guys interacting, sharing sex, hot body's, people pretending be someone else. With naked pictures, selling themselves.
Another point of view is I can not say that everyone online belongs to that kind of people it does have a exeptions, I dont know what they expecting for? or what if I have a shoot?, maybe one of this days my opinion changes about the chat rooms.
On my own pretending he's beside me
All alone I walk with him 'till morning
without him I feel his arms around me
and when I lose my way I close my eyes
and he's found me
9.1.07
BeTing My wIngs
When i was trying to get something real the planets just they dont let me be happy, why?... or maybe isnt the right one. I wrote this song , I was thinking about, but everything has left on nothing...
I'll bet my wings
Once upon a time
when everything was flat
it was before i met you
now my life turn's on blue
everytime, that you're in my mind
something running thru my veins
that I dont know what it is
What can I do to get you?
can you help me? let me try.
Let me show you
let me fly with your hands in my hands
I dont wanna miss the chance
I dont wanna lose the light
let me try
let me try
I want to see the blue in your eyes
I will bet my wings
four you now.
I guess all that we needing
it's a bare soul's
and wide open sky
and my dreams are growing up
together with my heartbeat
you're the reason and my shooting star
What can I do to get you?
can you help me? let me try
Let me show you
let me find out
on the blue in your heart
let's dont run away this time
I will bet my wings
for your hands
let me try, let me try
I will bet my wings
for you now
let me try
I will bet my wings
to be in your life.
When i was trying to get something real the planets just they dont let me be happy, why?... or maybe isnt the right one. I wrote this song , I was thinking about, but everything has left on nothing...
I'll bet my wings
Once upon a time
when everything was flat
it was before i met you
now my life turn's on blue
everytime, that you're in my mind
something running thru my veins
that I dont know what it is
What can I do to get you?
can you help me? let me try.
Let me show you
let me fly with your hands in my hands
I dont wanna miss the chance
I dont wanna lose the light
let me try
let me try
I want to see the blue in your eyes
I will bet my wings
four you now.
I guess all that we needing
it's a bare soul's
and wide open sky
and my dreams are growing up
together with my heartbeat
you're the reason and my shooting star
What can I do to get you?
can you help me? let me try
Let me show you
let me find out
on the blue in your heart
let's dont run away this time
I will bet my wings
for your hands
let me try, let me try
I will bet my wings
for you now
let me try
I will bet my wings
to be in your life.
7.1.07
TiMe tO Say
The loneliness its so long, the moon it doesn't shining toned. The tempting waits holding breathe, flash back to old memories, no one's.
All spin around
becoming smallest at least
this time
the sky looks so blue
my wings wide open
ready to fly
Its time to say goodbye
leaving everything behind
its time to see your face
in this endless day
A memories comes from the heart
they never go away
a life, a dream, a wish.
My hands start to feeling
tired without you
why do I have to choice?
my hands are tired to waiting for you
like you always come and go
my hands are tired
without your skin....
But its time to say goodbye
I leaving everything behind
faith is believing the unseen
time to say goodbye
no regrets in this time
My hands missing your lips
I wont be disappear
My hands missing your skin
my wings are tired
but they're ready to fly
time to say goodbye
The loneliness its so long, the moon it doesn't shining toned. The tempting waits holding breathe, flash back to old memories, no one's.
All spin around
becoming smallest at least
this time
the sky looks so blue
my wings wide open
ready to fly
Its time to say goodbye
leaving everything behind
its time to see your face
in this endless day
A memories comes from the heart
they never go away
a life, a dream, a wish.
My hands start to feeling
tired without you
why do I have to choice?
my hands are tired to waiting for you
like you always come and go
my hands are tired
without your skin....
But its time to say goodbye
I leaving everything behind
faith is believing the unseen
time to say goodbye
no regrets in this time
My hands missing your lips
I wont be disappear
My hands missing your skin
my wings are tired
but they're ready to fly
time to say goodbye
29.12.06
hAndS
Why do I have to choice between my freedom or my love?, why do i have to change my dreams for plans? why you try to make me fool, so give me a reason... dont blame me to be different, is the way Im... i can not do nothing... my hand's are tired to waiting for you... you always come and go... my hands are tired without your skin... my hands missing your lips... but my hand they are mines not yours
"Hands"
If I could tell the world just one thing
It would be that we're all OK
And not to worry 'cause worry is wasteful
And useless in times like these
I won't be made useless
I won't be idle with despair
I will gather myself around my faith
For light does the darkness most fear
My hands are small, I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
And I am never brokenPoverty stole your golden shoes
It didn't steal your laughter
And heartache came to visit me
But I knew it wasn't ever after
We'll fight, not out of spite
For someone must stand up for what's right
'Cause where there's a man who has no voice
There ours shall go singing
My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my ownI am never broken
In the end only kindness mattersIn the end only kindness matters
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my ownAnd I am never broken
My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
And I am never broken
We are never broken
We are God's eyes
God's handsGod's mind
We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's heart
We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's eyes
We are God's hands
We are God's hands
Why do I have to choice between my freedom or my love?, why do i have to change my dreams for plans? why you try to make me fool, so give me a reason... dont blame me to be different, is the way Im... i can not do nothing... my hand's are tired to waiting for you... you always come and go... my hands are tired without your skin... my hands missing your lips... but my hand they are mines not yours
"Hands"
If I could tell the world just one thing
It would be that we're all OK
And not to worry 'cause worry is wasteful
And useless in times like these
I won't be made useless
I won't be idle with despair
I will gather myself around my faith
For light does the darkness most fear
My hands are small, I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
And I am never brokenPoverty stole your golden shoes
It didn't steal your laughter
And heartache came to visit me
But I knew it wasn't ever after
We'll fight, not out of spite
For someone must stand up for what's right
'Cause where there's a man who has no voice
There ours shall go singing
My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my ownI am never broken
In the end only kindness mattersIn the end only kindness matters
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my ownAnd I am never broken
My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
And I am never broken
We are never broken
We are God's eyes
God's handsGod's mind
We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's heart
We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's eyes
We are God's hands
We are God's hands
25.12.06
XmAs
Gay NAvidad pase esta temporada en una fiesta un poco desenfrenada, me senti al principio incomodo; demasaido diria yo pero poco a poco empeze a socializar, charlando y con unos tragos todo se ve mejor, asi k empeze a charklar con un chico muy lindo totalmente mi tipo(alto, delgado, ojos azules, vello en pecho y look despreocupado) su nombre Morgan, me arme de valor presentandome a mi mismo. Charlamos de Mexico, su politica, gente cosas asi, pero todo lo k empieza bien mal termina: la noche se termino habia demasiado alcohol en nuestra sangre para poder pensar, es mas no estoy seguro de si le guste!?.
Como sea di un paso importante, poco a poco se iran dando otras situaciones.
Prepare pasta con salsa de hongos y echallote, flan napolitano... me kedo de rechupete jajaja....
Llego gente k no me agrada pero al final de cuentas fue una buena, diferente, comica, nmagica, musical NAVIDAD con mi familia....
No la pase con mis tios por k estan en Florida(deberia de estar yo ahi pero no hubo oportunidad para ir tal vez en mis vacaciones).
Me regrese a casa por k no tenia animos de estar en casa de Roberto, no se me he vuelto demasiado hogareno k ya xtrano mi cama si duermo en otra.
Lunes de navidad con mil sueno, dolor de cabeza pero aun tengo un poco de bateria e ire al recalentado....
Bailando se encienden los sentidos toda la noche....
17.12.06
No RoMeO
No existe un romeo para morir, no hay un principe azul atrapado en un castillo k kiera ser rescatado, me dio la inspiracion para escribir esta song...
nO RomEo
Touching
the taste of love
too bitter
too sweet(bitter-sweet)
that I cant swallowed
but Im refused
Bitter-sweet feeling
that just wont let go
It's like a poison
without antidote
more than I can drink
more than I can think
(Dont even exist a romeo to die for,
fairy tale with a broken heart)
No romeo
(to die for)
Jiliette ran away
cause she knows
all the things
that comes with
There is the fact
to be in love
to be in love
Floating far awar
from him
im shaking
in this endless dream
touching the bitter and sweet fear
I realize no reason to been waiting for
Dont even exist any pain
scratching my skin
foolish love
doesent make difference
No romeo (to die for)
Romeo you should never went
cuz your love
is a foolish thing
No romeo (to die for)
No romeo (to die for)
juliette ran away
Romeo you're a fairy tale..
6.12.06
MoTiVos y RaZonES
Hay tanto k encierra el simple hecho de un acto k no esperas, k te toma por sorpresa , asi me ocurrio la semana pasada, un tanto el desconcierto, la decepcion de parte de kien pensaste k te apoyaria, pero el final de cuentas es un tonto sueno empirico k de nada sirve.
No pude mas con todo lo k me he guardado durante estos 18 meses mis sentimientos encontrados en cuanto a ese tema se refiere k ya eran demasiados, yo puedo gastar mis palabras con ellos, ps no me llevara a algun lado.
El tratar de ahogar todo no funciono, bueno lo fue por un tiempo pero todo me estaba kemando. Bueno ya mis lagrimas y compartir con mis amigos lo ocurrido me llevo a hacer una catarsis; un nueva razon para dejar el pasado en paz y mirar la vida en diferente perspectiva.
Mis nuevos brios tal vez me permitiran dejar mis tabus , ser mas yo sin restricciones o pretender alguien k no puedo ser, claro me llevara algo de tiempo pero se k algun dia lo tendre; ese dia podre aceptar a alguien mas en mi vida k tenga su propia manera de ver la vida, no tratar de imponer mi angulo, k era asi de extrano k no permitia otra propuesta mas k la mia.
Esto me lleva a tocar el tema de por k estoy soltero, k aveces me siento k lo estoy demasiado!.
Aveces pienso k no necesito alguien mas en mi vida para ser feliz(es cierto hasta algun punto donde no interfiera mi corazon), pero como dice Tarkan: cuz everyone needs a touch, la contraparte es k en ciertos momentos me siento demasiado solo, sin alguien a mi lado, mi habiatacion se vuelve tan enorme… despues de unos minutos todo ese sentimiento se marcha regresando a la realidad. Aveces no lo entiendo pero si hecho mis suenos a volar regresaran, tal vez espero a mi sailor moon k venga a rescatarme de mi Castillo encantado, suena estupido pero dentro de todo lo k soy hay un ¨romantico sonador¨ .
2.10.06
nO....
No a todo ahora, no a la represion, no a la nueva actitud... no a todo, no a Fey y su playback, no a mi sentimiento de poca culpa, no a la guerra, no a las estupidas canciones de amor, no a lo k reprime, no, no, no....
No a la falta sentimientos, no a esas miradas k me dicen: TE DESEO, no a esa estupida espera... simplemente leave alone for a while....
11.9.06
DaWson's CrEek
Cuando tus recuerdos han kedado atras y kieres volver a sentirlos, cuando un poco de nostalgia inunda mi ser me transporto a mis tiempos preparatorianos donde descubri la amistad, el amor, y mi primera vez. Una manera sencilla de estar ahi una vez mas, es no volviendo a la escuela y asi... para mi es ver DAwsons creek... encontre las temporadas en oferta en Best Buy, no lo pense mas comprandolas, disfrutandoles y reviviendo momentos inborrables.
Se k no debo de comparar mi vida con algo televisivo, prescrito, predecible e irreal; pero no puedo dejar a un lado k todo es tan real en mi vida k no hay mas k vivirlo. Todo se vuelve tan real e imaginativo, tan vivo e irreverente. Buenos recuerdos han kedado en DVD la magia de la tecnologia.
Pasando a otro asunto, compre un Bambu k en si son tres, uno es Alex por pkeno e insignificante(Alex mi amigo-examigo-amor), Kike, rigido e irrompible k esta al centro y k sostiene a los demas, y Gyo por mi; tan lleno de matizes, formas y un tanto weird(saben de lo k estoy hablando). Ahora mi habitacion tiene mas vida, me hace sentir mejor, ahora tengo alguien a kien cuidar; estar pendiente de ellos.
Mi habiatacion dio cierto cambio, nuevo diseno de cortinas, nuvo centro de entretenimiento y estrellas en el techo... me gusta la atmosfera k ahora se respira....
Recuerdos van, vienen, permanecen, renacen y se kedan para siempre en mi corazon, mente y alma....
Miro hacia atras y busco entre mis recuerdos
5.9.06
NiTEclUb LovE
What's going on the nite club?...romance?...passion? or just pure fun?... there it go the answer.
What's going on the nite club?...romance?...passion? or just pure fun?... there it go the answer.
NiTEclUb LovE
Im ready
ready and...excited
are you... ready?
I'll be there
and so maybe you
Im dressing to kill
all the rythim to live
I'm driving into the nite
I see the signals to arrive
Im going thru
(the moon is my friend,
the sun is my foe)
I'm almost there
I'm so close
close to find... you
I go faster as I can
finally I'm here
music played on
come and turns me on
I'm walking into the people
I can feel you
your eyes on me
look at me...
The dancefloor is the witness
firts sight, ligths on
my body speak a lenguage
you understand it
come, come
just a little bit closer
lets feel the beat
niteclub love
let's play the game of love
It's a infatuation
with a lot sensations
show me how it looks the music
in your hands
putting on my skin
I can barely breath
ah, ah, ah , ah...
Let's feel the beat
niteclub love
On the dark
I wanna play with fire
(your) hands-skin(mine)
(my) breath-lips(yours)
(yours) eyes-body(mine)
on the dark
you'll be my niteclub love
*Chorus
Let's feel the beat
niteclub love
2 bodies, 1 dance
no secrest
animal atraction
reaction, reaction, reaction..
niteclub love
2 bodies, 1 nite
just sentations, sensations
a revolution comes with
STOP!
I gotta go
tomorrow you will be
my niteclub love
30.8.06
Im Gone
Por k todo tiene k ser igual y tan estupidamente estupido y lleno sin sentido?, por k todas las relaciones son asi?, why?, why?....
Lo mismo en mi rueda karmatika; Z despues de haber pasado un dia increible todo se esfumo, en verdad no me importo ps como k s lo usual en mi vida, pero bueno asi es y asi sera...
Hablando de algo totalmente diferente: odio estar en medio de todo y ahora sin kerer lo estoy, k weba, k nefasto k me agarren de guarda secretos!, la situacion Robert-karlos-gershawn ya esta totalmente fuera de control, me ponen de pretexto para justificar sus tonterias, me anteponen en la unica forma k pueden... me esta desesperando esto... carlos llorikea, roberto se keja y ger se keda mudo... esta todo fuera de control no puedo mas; me stas desesperando.... las idas al antro se han vuelto mentiras y alcohol, duda poca diversion, baile y mucho drama... bueno aunk en ocasiones me divierto con todo esto. El sabado me la pase increible sin preocupaciones, sin nada mas k el placer de bailar; pasar un buen rato y lo consegui.
Apesar de k estaba enfermo de la garganta(y k el domingo lo pague por la noche). El domingo tube un compromiso familiar el bautizo de los hijos de Edith y Judith.. un tanto aburrido pero ya hacia tiempo k no pasaba un buen rato familiar....
Cancion del Momento... La ultima gota....
La luz se apaga en la ciudad y me pregunto en donde estas?
en medio de esta oscuridad cada vez me hundo mas y mas....
26.7.06
ToDO OTrA Vez
tODO una vez mas empieza sin terminar en mi vida, una temporada mas ha iniciado....
Ahora voy al GYM para ejercitarme y ponerme super sexy por k kiero otro tatauje pero hasta k tenga six pack.
Mi look me late totalmente como lo kiero, mi cabello sigue intacto y con un color como violeta. Mi forma de vestir mezclada de todo un poco, sandalias, tennis, jeans, cargo pants, y wow!!! ahora solo utilizo una sola shirt(ya mi look anterior como k kaduko).
En cuanto a amigos, con Giovanni no tengo relacion alguna, traiciono mi confinaza totalmente(ya no gasto mis palabras), Kike se ha vuelto mi nuevo companero de charla, gym y platicas nocturnas. Me cae super mega bien el nino, creo k es reciprocuo. Acerca de Gerardo ps ya no nos vemos tanto como antes pero creo k todo esta bien, Yuri ps X me cambio por su novio, Diana seguimos super bien, Alex( estamos en kien se atreve a dar el primer paso para el primer beso, me late el nino de hecho ya tuvimos nuestra primer cita hace un par de dias; cine y plei en kaza, pero me confunde un poco). Estoy bien en ese plano.
Relaciones: lo mismo de siempre conoci a un chico por una extrana razon y por Josh, bueno tubimos una cita, y termino en casi sexo, lo cual yo no keria, tubimos un second chance pero no funciono me hizo un drama; la neta k weba, termino la historia. Steve no tengo idea de el desde hace casi un mes, no se si permanece en JOrdania o ya volvio, una parte de mi kiere verlo con ansias locas, en verdad me gusta. Cero chat para mi desde hace un buen. Sigue mi karma....
Familia: ps no mucho k hablar he estado demasiado ocupado y creo k ellos tambien.
Enojo... FEY lanzo el disco antes de lo k habia dicho pero bueno tendre k esperar la version para EU con los tracks en ingles. Aunke su nuevo look no me late sigo insistiendo en k luce mejor con el VErtigo... el video para nada es bueno y ahora escucho el disco es un tanto "BOBO" las letras son para chic@s de high school, pero bueno ya era tiempo de algo de FEY... en verdad esperaba mas de ella pero bueno espero k lo siguente sea algo mejor. Me sigue gustando pero nada supera vertigo.
Es lo k acontece en mi vida...
29.6.06
UndER BriDge
Under a bridge I found a missed piece of my life, Diana leaded me into the rythim of the life, a nice trip to find a great place since the moment that I arrived that place everything changed. Another dimension, another athmosphere, just the road, ddy, me and the river under us...
My relationship with her is really deep, with her I cant talk and talk, she care me, I care her; she complein me, our friendship is awesome.
Otherwise she heard me and she makes me feel really good.
I like spent time with... she is my friend.... she showed me her secret place.... under the bridge I forget my troubles, under the bridge my point of view its like a sunday sky....
28.6.06
AqUi ESTOy (fAltAn LunAS)
Ya por fin esta sonando el primer sencillo de FEy wow! el disco sale a la venta le primero de Agosto estoy super mega feliz....
Ya por fin esta sonando el primer sencillo de FEy wow! el disco sale a la venta le primero de Agosto estoy super mega feliz....
Quiero poderte confesar
lo k siento mientras duermes
Y al oido te susurro mi dolor
por k este hielo entre los dos
puede mas y nos se detiene
hay momentos k me hacen pensar
k me tengo k marchar
(coro)
Y aki estoy otra vez con mi vida al reves
sin saber en donde estoy
todo vuela por mi mente
si me kedo o si me voy
Y aki estoy otra vez con mi vida al reves
y un roto corazon
todo vuela por mi mente
si me kedo o si me voy
quiza manana
Es Tanta la hitoria que contar
mientras k hay pocas palabras
tanto intento no parece funcionar
kiero a tus manos encontrar y borrar todo el pasado
pero no olvidar lo k es amar
me duele k sea el final
(coro)
silencio su corazon
guarda heridas con el tiempo
soy yo quien dice no
no a este dolor
por luchar exahuasta estoy
siempre en contra del viento
para k doy mas intento de mi
no sabes k decir
(coro)
Quiza manana
quiza manana
20.6.06
AnTRo (un Tanto DifeRente)
Sabado por la noche yo tenia mil ganas de salir a bailar pero como Steve ni sus luces ps crei k me kedaria en kaza, trate de convencer a Zam y Dion pero no dio resultado. Ya habia pasado la tarde con DDy dando vueltas por la ciudad(k en vdd no me agrado pero bueno, tube el nako tour por el pekeno mexico de KC) segun esto todos saldriamos, los moskeperros y Nevares girls. Todo se salio de control asi k me moleste y dije yo me regreso para mi kaza y a dormir por k manana tengo k abrir; derepente todo dio un giro estrepitoso dejando solamente a Grand Emporium para ir, cosa k me agrado ademas de k me puse en mi plan de k si no es ahi no salgo je je je.... bueno dio resultado asi k nos vestimos para matar; cuando pase por Yuri me dijo k Vithito tambien iria asi k la vistieron para matar.... totalmente dispuestos a explorar la dimension Gay de Grand Emporium.... el lugar casi vacio pero se empezo llenar, los tragos llegaron, musica y cuerpos ardientes dispuestos a darle rienda suelta a la locura - y asi fue -.
De entrada ellas no kerian bailar en la pista pero poco a poco todo paso.
Me encontre a Tomm en el bano y yo wow!!! charlamos, se los presente y segun yo descubri k es gay!!!!! OCA hello!, terminamos en la pista tocandonos y explorando nuevos horizontes de nuestros cuerpos. CLaro todo mundo me miraba como diciendo whats wrong with him? so doesent matter; La noche termino pronto por k Vithito se keria marchar ademas de k estaban ebrias je je je je , al final fue una noche genial k me gustaria repetir.
Domingo
Fui al lago con mi familia me la pase PKm ya necesitaba un break en compania de la naturaleza....
14.6.06
ArBOl
Me enviaron este correo y segun mi cumple es el arbol k soy, ps me describe casi en su totalidad:
EL NOGAL (la Pasion) -
Implacable, es una persona extrana y llena de contrastes, a menudo egoista,agresiva, noble, de horizontes amplios, de reacciones inesperadas, espontanea, de ambicion sin limites, nada flexible, es una pareja dificil ypoco comun, no siempre agrada pero se le admira, con un ingenio estrategico,muy celosa y apasionada, no se compromete.
Me enviaron este correo y segun mi cumple es el arbol k soy, ps me describe casi en su totalidad:
EL NOGAL (la Pasion) -
Implacable, es una persona extrana y llena de contrastes, a menudo egoista,agresiva, noble, de horizontes amplios, de reacciones inesperadas, espontanea, de ambicion sin limites, nada flexible, es una pareja dificil ypoco comun, no siempre agrada pero se le admira, con un ingenio estrategico,muy celosa y apasionada, no se compromete.
Por otra parte este sabado sali de Antro con Rob, tenia mil k no lo haciamos, fuimos a gran Emporium, yo me vesti para matar como siempre(ya no me late el estilo pandroso k solia tener, ahora me pongo jeans, zapatos y kamisa o pantalones de vestir) me puse unos jeans k redisene, cinturon Gap y camisa blanca Gap por supuesto(gracias), yo hiba dispuesto a conkistar y lo hice! comenze a charlar con un sujeto, y asi paso toda la noche hasta k terminamos en mi auto teniendo una sesion se pasion oral, je je je je je je, no se si lo vuelva a ver; no me importa demasiado por k solo buskaba diversion okacional, cosa k obtuve y asi.
Su nombre Steve, ojo azul, rubio, buen cuerpo, bueno besando, 'pegandose al boli', tube un buen rato k era lo k buscaba. Me agradaria volver a verle; terminar lo k empezamos... all this or nothing.
Y mi habitacion empieza tomar forma, creo k un poco, ya casi tengo las cortinas me faltan algunos detalles pero este miercoles ya la tendre lista para mi y nada mas para mi....
9.6.06
GrEEN
Ya no veo la vida en azul, ahora se torna un poco verde casi en su totalidad, este color k antes odiaba se ha convertido en uno de mis favoritos, comenzo con una shirt, ahora esta en tennis, en mas playeras y en pulseras... ahora en mi kama esta presente; me siento bien rodeado de verde ps me siento en contacto con la naturaleza, hasta un suavizante para mi ropa lo eleji por ser verde y tener esencia de green emerald, el nombre 'Explosion verde'.
Tenia el pekeno trauma del verde ps de nino me vestianm mucho de este color, pero bueno eso fue mucho tiempo atras.
Hoy he pasado el dia comprando cosas para la casa ps en vdd estamos en ceros de muchas cosas, como ollas, nevera (osea lo primordial) ya he checado varias cosas y manana terminaran las compras, ire a una garage sale e intentare comprar todo lo k haga falta. Por el momento ya tenemos una vajilla para 4 personas; con eso sera suficiente. Aun me falta la cortina o persiana de mi habitacion, aun no tengo el estilo decicido pero ya pronto. TV y DVD ya estan instalados, permanece el espacio vacio de la compu.
Hablando de otro tema hoy es el cumple de Diana, le compre un pekeno album con soles y lunas, fui a visitarla, me agrada hacer sentir bien a los demas, es lo k ha cambiado en mi, lo estaba meditando mientras conducia como soy mas sociable y menos pretensioso . Aun no sabemos cuando festejaremos pero sera pronto, muy pro y super wow!!!.
Talvez vaya al antro este viernes a M'sBs tiene mil tiempo k no voy, haber k pasa.....
Im so horny, I need sex.....
Come closer...
6.6.06
ComE CLosER (From Tarkan's Album)
ToUch
When your heart dictates the moment
And the room feels like you own it
And all you see is for the asking
But just one look is all you're after
It opens a whole new world
It's not what you're saying
But it's everything you do
It drives me crazy
And it's all because of you
Slide over here
Skin against skin
Melt into me
Forget where you begin yeah
Cause everyone needs a touch
Everyone needs a touch
You're like a desert I'm like rain
I poor down you soak me in
It's amazing
It's just like a new horizon
Somehow you make me
Feel just like I'm flying
Slide over here
Skin against skin
Melt into me
Forget where you begin yeah
Cause everyone needs a touch
Cause everyone needs a touch
No matter who you are or where you're from
Somewhere down the road gonna need someone yeah
Cause everyone needs a touch
Everyone needs a touch
Wearing nothing but the summer breeze
Baby doing what comes naturally
Doing what comes naturally
4.6.06
Im so MOvIng On
Me he mudado, por fin, a un lugar para mi solo, bueno por un tiempo lo sera, aun no estoy seguro de ello. Bueno, el hecho es de que me he mudado con gente k no conozco y se k no encajo ahi, como siempre(factor k no me importa).
Tengo nueva kama y mucho espacio, linda vista hacia el "park" del fraccionamiento, me siento bien un poco distraido y en algunas noches no encuentro k hacer ps estoy solo sin molestar a alguien como a Vicente o los piojosos je je je, k va, pero me gana el sueno y lo olvido; se k pase buenos momentos con ellos pero mi vida tenia k empezar a tomar otro rumbo, creo k esta tomandolo.
Limpiamos bien la kaza y estamos tratando de kitarle ese olor extrano(por cierto el primer dia estropie la ducha por k kite la llave mas ya no pude ponerla una vez mas asi k culpe a los antiguos inkilinos y no hubo problema tenemos nuevo sistema de agua).
Apenas se escribe la historia de un nuevo lugar para vivir....
I see what's waiting for me on the other side...
EsTa NoChe
Tonite im thinking in you, you fill up my mind, so I dont know why?
Esta noche pienso en ti, llenas mi mente, no se por que?
Tonite my heart waiting for you, but I cant waiting awake untill tomorrow to try
Esta noche mi corazon espera por ti, pero no puedo esperar despierto hasta manana para intertarlo
Tonite I need your embrace
Esta noche necesito de tu abrazo
Tonite I need you by my side
Esta noche te necesito a mi lado
I wont deal with, I wont!
No kiero, no kiero!
So U dont even exist in my life, but tonite I wish you were here...
No existes en mi vida, pero esta noche deseo que estuvieras aki...
I dont even belive in love, I dont even belive that you will come one day
Ni siquiera creo en el amor, ni sikiera creo que vengas algun dia
I dont even belive in, I dont
No puedo creerlo, no puedo
Tonite..tonite
esta noche, esta noche.
Tonite im thinking in you, you fill up my mind, so I dont know why?
Esta noche pienso en ti, llenas mi mente, no se por que?
Tonite my heart waiting for you, but I cant waiting awake untill tomorrow to try
Esta noche mi corazon espera por ti, pero no puedo esperar despierto hasta manana para intertarlo
Tonite I need your embrace
Esta noche necesito de tu abrazo
Tonite I need you by my side
Esta noche te necesito a mi lado
I wont deal with, I wont!
No kiero, no kiero!
So U dont even exist in my life, but tonite I wish you were here...
No existes en mi vida, pero esta noche deseo que estuvieras aki...
I dont even belive in love, I dont even belive that you will come one day
Ni siquiera creo en el amor, ni sikiera creo que vengas algun dia
I dont even belive in, I dont
No puedo creerlo, no puedo
Tonite..tonite
esta noche, esta noche.
26.5.06
YuxTaPoSiTIOn
I try to understand myself and the fact 'Im living with 6 guys' I remember before that, my life was quiet, and simply like a cold winter, but now all that calmness is gone, for real, I wont spent time in my house coz those guys just playing around all the time, I dont like that, Im so stressed when i got home, just I want to lying on the bed and try to get blank mind. I cant handle this situation anymore.
My only friend-roomatte Vicente changed a lot with me since the moment that guys arrived the apt him just messing around with me, him said stupid things about me, btw I dont pett atention but its uncomfortable for me, I should move on....
Yesterday I was hungry but like everyone was sleeping I couldn't turn on the light and take some food, that's sux completly so I will find a exit for that....
My option is Geovanni and his friend, they thinking in one house with 3 bedrooms and basement, I want the basement and I need it, the olny trouble he is Kethly cuz her voice make me sick and make me mad, its terrible, otherwise I have to deal with or I have to stay in with 6 guys everyday.....
One door open for me and one window closed, what I mean, my promotion like Manager Assistance(more money and less work)-btw Im quit in KFC no more beautiful chiken for me-....
I have to take a desition sooner , or take the life come as it is....
Wow Im proud of myself my english is better everyday, and my success as well....
Here Im once again
Im torn into the pieces
can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
24.5.06
ReDiscOveR
Redescubriendo el antro en una noche sencilla y sin nada de expectativas(raro en mi), la desicion como tal fue a causa de conocer a ZAch, ya habiamos charlado por telefono y acordamos ir al antro, yo estaba super canzado pero con mil ganas de ir asi k no lo pense sali del trabajo y solo me di una ducha, listo para el antro.... no me sentia muy lindo k digamos ps el canzancio se me notaba a millas de distancia, bueno ps llege al antro esperandolo en la puerta pero no llegaba asi, k me kede ahi, vi a Roberto y a Tomm, pero como desde hace tiempo los ignore como se hacer, Tomm se acerca despues de un rato a saludarme y ps como k estaba en k orale allow the light to come in, and then Rob came to me and him said:
- Hi, how you doing?
- Cool, tired but cool....
Well its a short history, him said Im so sorry about what happened with us, I miss u, and im feel so bad when i could not talk to you, but eveything is ok rigth now.....
Se k no sera lo mismo con Roberto pero analizando las cosas el culpable fue GEr y Tomm asi k no tenia razon por la cual estar en ese plan con el, pero bueno todo empieza otra vez, me siento bien de haber dejado atras mi orgullo y poder ser 'accesible'....
So I started to dance with Zach(btw him defently its not my type) I saw Trae but I ignored him like always.... the nite was cool..... Him is a cool person, but him tried to touched me and i rejected him, well its not for me, but Rob told me, you've had to pass by they(ugly) to reach the handsomes, sad but true.....
Lo pro de la noche fue k Zach me kiso besar pero no me deje, en vdd no es mi tipo, me agrado pero como amigo, hablamos el domingo y le aclare k no podra haber otra cosa con el.... Ire a una fiesta el proximo fin asi k estare listo para lo k venga....
Hable ayer con Roberto y no recuerda mucho de lo k paso... asi estaba de ebrio y apuesto k termino fajoneandose con el adicto de Trae....
Time goes by so slowly
time goes by so slowly....
19.5.06
NoBoDy'S HeRE
Nobody's here, its a song about my feelings and the situation whats Im living rigth now, when I wrote this songs was waiting for my car, the idea about the song spind around and round three days ago and so I started to write...
Nobody's here, its a song about my feelings and the situation whats Im living rigth now, when I wrote this songs was waiting for my car, the idea about the song spind around and round three days ago and so I started to write...
Its a quiet nite
the wind spin around and round
no stars in the sky
no wings to fly
by now
Im lying in the floor
trying to figure out
what's waiting for me
out the door
What's wrong
with lonely
its the most honest
that I know
Nobody's here tonite
nobody's to try to calm me down
I have to deal with myself
and nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody's
here to hold me
nobody's here around
nobody want's me
fly away
nobody's want's
to take my pain away
nobody, nobody, nobody's here
to make me feel...
It's a quiet nite
nothing to figure out
a lot faces to see
but no one to keep
Im looking inside me
the missing piece
but I cannot find it
nothing seems like a hand
nothing seems so real
What's wrong
with the lonely
Its the most
honest that I know
Nobody's here
by my side
Nobody's here
to calm me down this madness
nobody's here
to hold me
nobody, no, nobody
nobody, nobody, no, no, no
nobody's wants
to take my pain away
nobody want's
to make feel
What;s wrong
with the lonely?
Nobody wants
to take it away...
14.5.06
DaY anD tHe TimE
Fue un dia extrano, mi auto esta un tanto averiado de los discos pensabamos k eran los valeros pero no era asi, hace un ruido muy extrano por k esta totalmente ovalado el disco, bueno de cualkier manera ya lo habia reparado antes del alternador.... del cual fueron 200 dolares (eso de tener auto y no saber k le puede ocurrir es totalmente fuera de lugar). Con la revision de hoy tengo el dia ocupado de manana, puesto k tengo k trabajar pero sin JAY no puedo venir y es super importante.
Ahora estoy cerrando en WEndys, actividad k no sabia hacer; pero estoy aprendiendo rapido. Me siento canzado, ps he estado demasiado cada dia....
Tomando otro tema, ayer conoci a una pareja de Belton, k resultaron ser mis vecinos, OCA casi enfrente de mi apartamento, intercambiamos numeros, pero el parecio ser muy insistente en conocerme, asi k estube "cazandolo" por la ventana hoy por la manana, al verlo me lleve una gran sorpresa ps el sujeto es horrible, me senti extrano y un tanto hastiado de sus txtmssg asi k ya no lo pele, el k me agrado es su novio(retomando ayer kerian hacer un 3 some, me anime de entrada pero de salida nada k ver. Josh no responde, el k siempre lo hace es Matth, y me hace pensar k es una treta o algo... en fin no se por k no puede soportar el hecho de empezar a conocernos y ser solo amigos(cero de otro interes) siendo neighboor's podemos compartir tiempo y hacer algo cuando estemos libres pero ahora no se, el ultimo mensaje k le envie fue de: "What'swrong? Just I wanna know him that it, and U know I dont want to be rude but Im looking just 4 friends, Im not looking just fun", el me respondio "What was ur message earlier", pense OCA hello yo nunka te di entrada para k pensaras otra cosa. En fin, fue super extrano, mi telefono sono durante mucho tiempo, de hecho creo k hoy sono mas k otros dias... para completar el sabado; Tomm me envio un mensaje, k le ocurre al sujeto despues de casi dos meses me contacta, creo k fue por ha de estar en 'fight' con mis examigos, no tengo interes en responderle por k para esos amigos mejor m kedo solo.
He perdido la atencion en muchos aspectos, ps me enfoco en aprender los procedimientos de apertura y cerrado de Wendys, k en vdd es lo k me deveria importar... en fin es el resumen de una semana intensa y canzada... tanto k olvide el dia de las madres... je je je je
Fue un dia extrano, mi auto esta un tanto averiado de los discos pensabamos k eran los valeros pero no era asi, hace un ruido muy extrano por k esta totalmente ovalado el disco, bueno de cualkier manera ya lo habia reparado antes del alternador.... del cual fueron 200 dolares (eso de tener auto y no saber k le puede ocurrir es totalmente fuera de lugar). Con la revision de hoy tengo el dia ocupado de manana, puesto k tengo k trabajar pero sin JAY no puedo venir y es super importante.
Ahora estoy cerrando en WEndys, actividad k no sabia hacer; pero estoy aprendiendo rapido. Me siento canzado, ps he estado demasiado cada dia....
Tomando otro tema, ayer conoci a una pareja de Belton, k resultaron ser mis vecinos, OCA casi enfrente de mi apartamento, intercambiamos numeros, pero el parecio ser muy insistente en conocerme, asi k estube "cazandolo" por la ventana hoy por la manana, al verlo me lleve una gran sorpresa ps el sujeto es horrible, me senti extrano y un tanto hastiado de sus txtmssg asi k ya no lo pele, el k me agrado es su novio(retomando ayer kerian hacer un 3 some, me anime de entrada pero de salida nada k ver. Josh no responde, el k siempre lo hace es Matth, y me hace pensar k es una treta o algo... en fin no se por k no puede soportar el hecho de empezar a conocernos y ser solo amigos(cero de otro interes) siendo neighboor's podemos compartir tiempo y hacer algo cuando estemos libres pero ahora no se, el ultimo mensaje k le envie fue de: "What'swrong? Just I wanna know him that it, and U know I dont want to be rude but Im looking just 4 friends, Im not looking just fun", el me respondio "What was ur message earlier", pense OCA hello yo nunka te di entrada para k pensaras otra cosa. En fin, fue super extrano, mi telefono sono durante mucho tiempo, de hecho creo k hoy sono mas k otros dias... para completar el sabado; Tomm me envio un mensaje, k le ocurre al sujeto despues de casi dos meses me contacta, creo k fue por ha de estar en 'fight' con mis examigos, no tengo interes en responderle por k para esos amigos mejor m kedo solo.
He perdido la atencion en muchos aspectos, ps me enfoco en aprender los procedimientos de apertura y cerrado de Wendys, k en vdd es lo k me deveria importar... en fin es el resumen de una semana intensa y canzada... tanto k olvide el dia de las madres... je je je je
This is the day and the time
I wanna believe that we may still have a chance
We took a leap in the dark
And I can see now
How shadows have turned to light
12.5.06
ShAKiRa OrAL FiXATIoN
Hacia mucho tiempo k no escuchaba un disco completo, no lo se solo le pongo adelantar si el sonido no me agrada, algo similar me empezaba a ocurrir cuando puse el cd de Shakira en mi cd Player, me dije a mi mismo, aun dale un poco de 'chance' para poder entender las letras(cosas k siempre hago, darle sentido a la cancion con algo relacionado en mi vida), las canciones avanzaron hasta llegar a Dreams for plans, la letra me parecio muy interesante.. mas bien la intente ubicar con algo en mi vida, y si pude hacerlo; no se si atraje a Sal con mi mente pero le he estado pensando mucho , se k han pasado siglos desde el ultimo desastre(ya conocen k sucedio), a todo esto me llego un correo proveniente de su email, sin una sola palabra, me parecio demasiado extrano al principio y despues perdio sentido y se fue de mi mente...
Se k mi destino es estar solo, pero k puedo hacer contra eso?, en vdd ya no kiero y ni puedo hacer mas nada, siempre k llega alguien a mi vida es un desastre, ya no se si soy yo o son los demas... tal vez es hora de dejar atras esa estupida cancion de amor k me hace sonar y empezar a vivir la realidad de caminar solo, abrazar a la almohada, conducir solo, repetir para mi las fantasias k cubren el cielo. Tal vez hoy sienta eso pero manana se k estara ese sentimiento vacio k provoca en ocaciones una extrana desesperacion...... creo k perdi el 'focus' de mi post, je je.
Retomando el disco me gusto el ritmo de varias canciones y algunas letras como Animal City, Timor e Illegal(es mi primera favorita del disco) lo contra es k no trae Hips dont Lie... esta es parte de la letra k tambien traducire para k tod@s la puedan leer...
DrEAmS for PlAnS
Once upon a time you and I
Erase una vez tu y yo
When we were green and easy
cuando eramos verdes y facilmente
Fresh as limes and happy as a Sunday sky
frescos limones y feliz como cielo de domingo
There was nothing we could sell or buy
no habia nada k vender o comprar
'Cause all we really needed
porque todo lo k realmente necesitabamos
Was our bare feet and a pair of wings to fly
era despegar los pies y un par de alas para volar
Can you tell me how I used to be?
puedes decirme como yo solia ser
Have I missed my chance?
perdi mi oportunidad
Have I changed my hopes for fears
cambie mis esperanzas por miedos
And my dreams for plans?
y mis suenos por planes
Can you tell me how it used to be
puedes decirme como solia ser
When we really cared?
cuando realmente nos importamos
And when love was on our side
cuando el amor estaba de nuestro lado
On our side...
en nuestro lado
10.5.06
8.5.06
FalTan LunAS
Me siento un tanto emocinado al respecto del ultimo disco de Fey, segun la entrevista k observe la propuesta es fresca, llena de ritmos, cero baladas y un tanto autobigrafico, segun sus propias palabras... escuche un fragmento del primer sencillo Faltan Lunas, significa k hay mas tiempo por compartir, no terminara tan facil, la mas bailable sera Manana, totalmente electronica, algunas de ellas estan compuestas por Fey, asi k espero k siga la linea VErtigo.
La fecha tentativa para el lanzamiento es Agosto(aun no confirmada) asi k pronto estara de regreso, con nueva imagen y nueva musica.
Y quedaran besos por sentir
faltan lunas para amarnos
y el misterio de una pasion
que se escurre entre mis labios
2.5.06
WhaT aBOut 23?
What about 23?, good question, this age gettin into a lot things, magic, hope and brand new day has come...
My day started with a mssg from my sister, she woke me up full of happinnes, then in my work everyones said happy Birthday, Zam called me to say happy birthday to, Gisela got me a cake, super especial the detail, wow!!! my day was ultra well...
The best part of the day was when I went to the tattoo store and I get one of them, what? a triquetra, means infinity power, wow looks super cool, is really painful for real but I guess that Im deserve that, lol.
En KFC me felicitaron tambien, solo faltaba Sandra por llamarme y lo hizo, se acompleto mi dia...
Pero la celebracion apenas empezaba with Geovanni and ginger, so we were on wendys with Victoria and Diana, they got a couples of beers, and so we took direction to Giovis house... I was so drunk i mean really tired lol, was a good time, ultra special coz, doesent matter that Im stay so far away to my friends and family here I've got my own family ... I drove back to my home by 2:30 in the morning, and I had to woke up at 8 lol, I was late in my job.. but anyway was cool and trendy.
The celebration star in the nite club, saturday nite, in Grand Emporium, wit Zam, Dion, Iris y achuzy, wow good time, Im look really good. My present wast, Zam-Sunglasses, Dion- Sandals, Tia Mona-Chocolate, DD-T-shirt, and Garzon a Big Huge... From me a tennis shoes, blue ones.
My birthday was all that I wanted and all that I need it...
About the nite club was great, it was the first time to Zam and Dion in a gringo nite club, but I guess that we will back later....
I dont wanna hear, I dont wanna know
Please dont say Im sorry
20.4.06
BUsCando
Buscando una respuesta o mas bien buscando nada hable con mi padre para decirle todo lo k siento y pienso acerca de el, sin mas represion u opresion, me senti tan libre de haberlo hecho sin esperar una magica respuesta k arreglara todo, ps no tenia ya solucion.
Crei k seria desastrozo, catastrifico hasta casi fuera de este mundo pero fue tan sencillo, k despues de ello solo conduje mi auto hasta la casa de mis tios y no toke el tema por k no tenia nada k decir hasta k hice el comentario y todos super asombrados, pero sin mucho k decir.... solo se k estoy y me siento mejor despues de haber kemado ese puente y jamas volver a el...
Hablando de otro tema por k la atraccion tiene un reaccion y la reaccion es el sentirse "enamorado" ja ja, es un tonto sentimiento k te hace esclavo de otra persona, k te kita el tiempo y te induce ha hacer cosas en contra de tu sentido comun, te hace parecer idiota, alejarte de amigos y familia....
Amistad, ya no creo tanto en ella, solo en los k por anos lo han sido y me siguen demostrando k existe, pero solo entre nosotros, la ultima relacion de amistad fue con Roberto, y odio siempre ser el k llama, el k busca, el k se preocupa, al carajo con todo eso la amistad es igualdad de todo, llamadas, mensjes, visitas etc... es algo k no muchos pueden hacer.
Me he simplificado y borrado telefonos de mi celular k no ocupo y solo malgastan espacio en mi agenda.
Se aproxima mi cumple y aun no se k hare para tal ocacion...
I dont wanna be lonely enymore
I dont wanna have to pay for this...
OpEn Up
Open up..oh
Open up oh, oh, oh
In the velvet sky
in the middle of the night
open up
in the revolution dark
open up the light
Thru the blue
I believe I can fly
closer to the clouds
freeways and roads
over the lies
until the truth
leading myself
in the rythim of the nite
Open up...
open up..oh,oh,oh
On the silence
thru the sound
yeah...
voices in my bed
waves in my sheets
I believe I can fly
until the blue
out of the sky
on the revolution dark
leading myself
with my open wing's
in the velvet dark
Open up
Oh, oh, oh Open up..
Open up.....
Open up..oh
Open up oh, oh, oh
In the velvet sky
in the middle of the night
open up
in the revolution dark
open up the light
Thru the blue
I believe I can fly
closer to the clouds
freeways and roads
over the lies
until the truth
leading myself
in the rythim of the nite
Open up...
open up..oh,oh,oh
On the silence
thru the sound
yeah...
voices in my bed
waves in my sheets
I believe I can fly
until the blue
out of the sky
on the revolution dark
leading myself
with my open wing's
in the velvet dark
Open up
Oh, oh, oh Open up..
Open up.....
11.4.06
PerDIEnDo el SentiDo
He perdido el sentido del blog escribiendo lo k me sucede y m ehe enfocado ha hablar de gente, gente y mas gente, creo k no es el proposito inicial de ello...
La UlTIma Cena
El viernes de la semana pasada estaba totalmente aburrido sin algo k hacer asi k me fui a casa de mis tios a visitarlos, llego Zam, Dion, DD y comenzamos ak teniamos hambre, me recorde de los tacos al Pastor(se k me hace mal la carne), Zam dijo unos del Camino real, y yo vamos vamos... asi k a las 10:20 de la noche estabamos a punto de salir pero no todo era perfecto(ps era vigilia para los catolicos) asi k estaba ya en duda ir a cenar, sin mas nos marchamos sin rumbo fijo ps en verdad no teniamos idea de como llegar solo por peknas instrucciones- Tomen 71 norte-435 norte-7th street- Argentina Blv- suena facil pero no lo es nos perdimos y descubrimos lugares de KC k no conociamos y k no keremos volver, recorrimos un hgwy k no puedo imaginar una vez mas, no teniamos idea de donde estbamos, a punto de volver a kaza sin bocado de esos prometedores tacos... asi k solo seguimos el camino amarillo, si como rumbo al mago de Oz... sin darnos cuenta llegamos a la calle 7 WOW!!!! solo la seguimos y de las luces nocturnas sale un gran letrero EL CAMINO REAL, y yo ahi! es ahi es!, llegamos cerca de las 11:45 casi al cierre, al entrar Dion dijo ya estan cerrando, ZAm si es cierto y yo Bahhhhhhhh nos tienen k atender, cenamos rapido(k por cierto al entrar se siente el ambiente de takeria mexicana osea el lugar super duplicado tipo Mexico Wow!!! k pro es sentir eso lejos de KZ.... para regresar pedimos direcciones asi k no hubo tanto pex(el resultado un mega dolor de estomago pero super bien).... regresamos al rededor de la 1 solo con ganas de dormir, k buena pato aventura....
MiGRaciOn
Acerca de esto no habia comentado pero es super importante el debate k se esta llevando ps la comunidad hispana-aunk no es nuestro pais- hemos formado EU, le hemos dado dinero(TAX) y mucho trabajo k hacemos muy bien, estoy a favor de las nuevas leyes pero tambien debe de haber reglas para tener todo en control. Yo solo tengo un ano aki asi k los reformas no aplico para los programas de residencia y permiso de trabajo, aun no se decide como seran esas reformas pero espero k esten a favor de todos, ps en Wendys el 90% somos hispanos y los chicos norteamericanos no kieren trabajar por 6.50 dolares por hora.
Acerca de las marchas k se han hecho a lo largo de la nacion se nota k hay mucha presencia HISPANA en este pais, creo k tambien debemos ser reconocidos por nuestro trabajo... Ahora solo keda esperar y verk es lo k sucedera.
SonGS
Ya no he escrito tanto como solia hacerlo, aveces por falta de tiempo(primera razon) y otras por k no kiero.
He redescubierto muchas canciones como Esta Noche de Kabah, Alguien de Roxette, Aun sin ti de LHDS, Sin miedo a Nada(recuerdo como debrayaba con esta cancion marco algo importante en mis tiempos Morelianos)... en fin la musica ahora me acompana a donde vaya, ya sea en Jay o Van.
HablanDo de TODO
He hablado con Cristian despues de hace casi un ano, volvimos a tener contacto, me alegro saber de el y k esta muy bien(segun), tambien he hablado con Potter y me ha contado todo acerca de su ultimo encuentro con Betty y el minidrama k ha conllevado todo esto, mi super mega mana consejo, deja ya el pasado en paz, mira al frente y lo k hay.
Con Sandra hable hoy(y ha sido la unica k me ha llamado desde mexico) charlamos por mas de una hora, la super extrano y todo lo chido k pasamos juntos.
Conclusion: he recuperado a mi familia, amigos y mi vida va viento en POPA....
10.4.06
WhaT ThEY wANts?
What the girl wants?, just sex?, fun? or just kill time?...
Im not sure, but is strange cuz talked with my cousin we get the same opinnion about the girls they just loking for fun and thats it! Im tired about that and I'd found a solution, no places where I can meet girls... I dont wanna worry about the stupid love song, the freaking wait by the phone, I dont do that, for real.. and so.. I dont wanna know about dates for long time....
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so
I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around meBecause of you
I am afraid
7.4.06
AlL ThiS anD NoTHinG
Todo esto y nada, ahora soy Shift manager en Wendys, WOw! ya me lo merecia he trabajado tan duro en ese lugar, pronto sere Manager Assistance con mejor sueldo. Esa es la principal noticia de mi vida por ahora.
Pasando a otro tema, no he salido, me siento muy cansado con ganas de dormir y dormir solamente... trabajo aveces en exceso pero asi puedo tener lo k kiero.
Me he esntido un poco nostalgico, ps he leido mi blog desde el primer post y como ha cambiado mi vida en casi tres anos de empezarlo, algunos 'capitulos' son muy interesantes otros no tante y aveces escribia de personas k ni tan sikiera recuerdo. Amor, desamor, familia, amistad, sentimientos encotrados se mezclan en cada uno de ellos. Ya tengo casi un ano de vivir en EU y mas de una de haber salido de Mexico(y no ver a mi hermana y crafts).
Antes era tan facil conocer personas(ya fuera para sexo, charla, o una relacion) ahora por k es tan dificil para mi? no lo se, y no kiero averiguarlo por ahora.
No kiero salir al antro a la misma rutina repetitiva k constantemente termina, y pasar por lo de siempre: te miran, hacen contacto se firltrea toda la noche sin llegar a algo, o, contacto visual se acerca-presentacion-baile-bebida-charla-promesas-sexo-no te vuelvo a hablar, asi es la rutina del antro, si me late bailar y un buen pero estoy mejor en casa guardando mi dinero y reponiendo mi sueno.
El calor ya esta azotando la ciudad y es insoportable.
Cancion del momento Barely Breathing
Cause I am barely breathing
And I can’t find the air
I don’t know who I’m kidding
Imagining you care
And I could stand here waiting
A fool for another day But
I don’t suppose it’s worth the price,
worth the price
The price that I would pay
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