26.5.06

YuxTaPoSiTIOn


I try to understand myself and the fact 'Im living with 6 guys' I remember before that, my life was quiet, and simply like a cold winter, but now all that calmness is gone, for real, I wont spent time in my house coz those guys just playing around all the time, I dont like that, Im so stressed when i got home, just I want to lying on the bed and try to get blank mind. I cant handle this situation anymore.
My only friend-roomatte Vicente changed a lot with me since the moment that guys arrived the apt him just messing around with me, him said stupid things about me, btw I dont pett atention but its uncomfortable for me, I should move on....
Yesterday I was hungry but like everyone was sleeping I couldn't turn on the light and take some food, that's sux completly so I will find a exit for that....
My option is Geovanni and his friend, they thinking in one house with 3 bedrooms and basement, I want the basement and I need it, the olny trouble he is Kethly cuz her voice make me sick and make me mad, its terrible, otherwise I have to deal with or I have to stay in with 6 guys everyday.....
One door open for me and one window closed, what I mean, my promotion like Manager Assistance(more money and less work)-btw Im quit in KFC no more beautiful chiken for me-....
I have to take a desition sooner , or take the life come as it is....
Wow Im proud of myself my english is better everyday, and my success as well....
Here Im once again
Im torn into the pieces
can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes