hOurS(gone)

The hours seems slow. Just watching the clock in my wall, just counting the minutes for the day, a day without you.
I was searching in my phone and I'd found ur number(btw I just delete it) I've got it for the last time that u called me in Sunday when u asked me: What we are? How we should call this? and I said: U are u and me is me. Anyway I don't want ur number bc I will have the temptation to call u, hear your voice and make my heart lie to me.
Last nite one episode of Charmed was about Cupid, how he makes love happens, funny isn't it?. But love isn't forever and when some of us we just close the heart, like that is impossible to let love go thru. At the end like a typical script love is more powerful so it wins, not in our case right?. I always believe love is all around even a simple cloud can make love different.
I decided to have a movie night, Star Trek and Paranormal Activity, so far is been good, I took a break to play Bayonetta(the game is so good but is to short, I saved the receipt so i will return the game) I will watch the other one when I'll be ready to go to bed.
Something weird happens to me today; I didn't listen songs that remain of you, isn't bc don't miss you like crazy, but my head wasn't in the mood to deal with the situation. My room is so clean and smells good, my laundry is done but your voice still saying my name?
I went to Walmart to have the food for the week, this is gonna sound crazy, but every part of the store had something that remain me of you... I know is kinda cheap, hehehe. When I was there it feels like another dimension of goodies and things to share with you. I have some "junk food" also healthy one to keep on my diet, actually I'm thinking to enjoy the gym next month to get my six pack(not of beer's).
That was my day, the 4Th day without you.

Y...
¿tú cómo estás?
espero que bien,
te echo de menos.

Yo...
¿qué puedo decir?
si no estas... aquí,
sólo espero.