FirSt daY

Like I thought, you never email me back, maybe u never will. I made a play list in my ipod I called "Songs to Forget", sometimes it helps listen to songs that remain me of you, my day was hard every five seconds u were in my mind, but what can i do? just holding my smile and pretend everything is all OK, that what i will do on front of the people, but now I'm alone and can't hide my real feelings. Like I said before can't cry anymore because is no more tears in my eyes. I miss you like crazy. I'm hoping dont get hopeless.
Is all can say now, I will wait a lil to take my pills to fall sleep... like that the agony is less painful.
I love you P.