staRting fRom zEro

This is the history about a guy who felt in love and suddenly one day the love was killed by the shadow of silence, the silence was the only word he can pronounced, besides "i love u", his feelings were growing, being stronger for the other, but the shadow was hunting him every minute, just repressing all communication. Some draws, some songs were the only way to show the real person who he was.
Months passed, everything went like a roller coaster, every little piece of his fragile heart was falling down. He always hide himself behind a wall made of bad experiences, the wall was almost unbreakable, day by day he was working so hard to destroy at least one brick, sadly the wall was getting higher.
The "other" just stay watching, creating more bricks to add into the wall.
Somehow the trust got lost in a sex website, the words weren't enough to fix the problem, no more movies, no more sleepless nights, the last song to remember, a simple paint with part of his heart, four walls an endless night inside.
He just walked away in the middle of the night, a mile of pain and snow...
Nothing could save the love, nothing never will.
That's the history how he decided start all over from zero.