LaSt of ThE lAst

This is gonna be the last time i will talk about you, u took ur desition and U can't have me and have someone else, i love you so much but I love myself more to let you do that, i dont wanna share ur bed with someone else. U texted me "I wanna try again" and then u just let me down. We talked for hours and we cried for hours, i know u love me but i dont want to wait 'till u decided u wanna be with me, so my best bid is giving u back ur freedoom, that's what u ask me, u dont wanna be in a relationship, neither do I, i wanted to be with you, so is nothing left for me. Is time for me to move on and pretend u dont exist for me, that u were just a dream.
I will never talk about you, i will never say ur name with nobody,because if I keep doing it i will not survive, I just closed that chapter in my imagination... I will leave you alone, i dont have any way to contact you, I'd just erase everything about you(I wish i could be a better actor), whatever is done is done. I cant promise you the moon and the stars, but one thing I know i would do anything to get you back, but is to late. I know my mistakes and u already know yours. This hurts like never before, i was there on front of you to see you at least one more time, and i did, now u will be in my heart even is broken, cant even find the lil pieces, they are all over the place, I cant have u in my mind because the rational part of it cant handle it.... so I'd never regret anything like this... u were my reason to keep going, now my reason is myself...I wish we can have another chance to be together and start all over. Now u know how scare i was to show my feelings, I'd always ended worse. So I will build my bubble and dont let anyone get into my life for long time, Im so fragile...
Im not crying because i dont have more tears. I dont know when i will be able to talk to somebody about this, i will keep it to myself like I'd always do, if somebody ask me about u, i will change the conversation.
Even if I deny my love for you, i will love you 'till i cant anymore... My silence kill us and it will kill me slowly.
Goodbye P.

Just know I love the time that we both had
And I don't ever want to see you sad, be happy
Cause I don't want to hold you
If you don't want to tell me you love me babe
Just know I'm gonna have to walk away
I'll be big enough for both of us to say, be happy
Bottom of the Ocean by Miley Cyrus

And part of me still believes
When you say you’re gonna stick around
And part of me still believes
We can find a way to work it out
But I know that we tried everything we could try
So let's just say goodbye
Forever
Out from Under by Britney

I say don't get too close
protect yourself from love.
It's hard to stay afloat
when you try and you try and you try.
I say don't get too close
protect yourself from love.
Yet, I find it hurts the most
when you try and you try and you try
and you're not close enough.
Close Enough by Keo Nozari


You teach me how to love
Parts of myself
I hated for so long
Loving myself
Through loving you
I no longer live like a man in the dark
Hiding all the pieces of my broken heart
Way up high I'm holding on
Way up high I'm holding on to you
Feel by Darren Hayes

Everything you’ve wanted
Lies deep within me
I’m really sweet inside
I’ll unlock you with my key
Let me Show U by Fey

wish that I could make you stay
but I know I have no power to persuade
the heart will do what it must do
So kiss me
one last time
and tell me how to live my life without you
Cause I love you without and ending
cause I need you to be my everything
tell me the meaning of a life without you with me
when the night falls I'll still be standing
cause you'll always be right here in my heart
and in my deepest memories
I will never have to be without you
love is like a work of art
once you feel it you hold it in your heart
you know forever that its true
so kiss me
for always
even if I live my life without you
Without You by Laura Pausini

I find you standing there
Telling me you're sorry
A lonely tear rolling down your face
You hold me, then time stops
I struggle to kiss you
And you just take my breath away
Just hold on for a second my love
Just to tell me this whole thing is wrong
Would you please just keep it down low?
Spare me 5 minutes
I wanna feel your sweet and soft touch
All over me
I want this kiss to last forever
We're both off limits
As we wrap it up we both know
That the end is just right here
Right here, oh
I'm feeling too scared now
Just trying to understand
Why this love couldn't be crystal clear
Your lips feel so freezing
Demanding sweet kissing
Is it the air 'cause I just can't breathe?
Just hold on for a second my love (For a second)
Just to tell me this whole thing is wrong
Would you please just keep it down low?
Spare me 5 minutes
I wanna feel your sweet and soft touch
All over me
I want this kiss to forever
We're both off limits
As we wrap it up we both know
At the end it's just right here
Please hold my hand, love
My breath won't come back again
Say that you love me that you're not the one to blame
At least for just one second
I believe your words are true love
Keep it down low by Rbd