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How hard is to find some cheap replacement for someone? So easy also so destructive, that;s why I've decided to erase my profile from MH, I was lying to myself trying to find something unreal and completely meaningless... I don't really want that, I don't need that... is gonna hurt me even more.
I want time to heal, time to think what do I really want to do with my heart. I promise myself to don't let anyone hurt me again but P did really bad, so is gonna take me a while to trust in someone or even going out in a date. My body is gonna ask for sex (so sure on that) maybe in that case I will think about being with someone just for that(I will think about it really hard).
So this is my way to calm down...