sAy gOoDbYe....4eV3r?

I say goodbye to you, bc I can't deal with this rite now, is so hard for me just wondering If we can be together, wondering when is gonna be the day you'll decided if you want me in ur life.
U ask me to be friends, but how we can be friend with all the history behind us? Is gonna take me a while 'till I'll be able to look at you and left my feelings on the side, I need to find the lost pieces of myself, I'm broken, without nothing left. I'm standing in the dark while u having fun going out, meeting people, maybe one of those guys can give you what u want, I don't have any feelings for you rite now.
Every cell of my is dead inside my heart, ur ghost is haunting me every day, every fucking minute of the day, I'm so tired to live like this.
It doesen't matter what u say, can't believe in any of your words, u said that U care about me, but tell me how? U never call or text... so I'm giving up on you forever, is nothing left to try or rescue. I want to be able to be myself again, without thinking of u. Without you in my life is the only way to get to the other side.
I don't wanna get into details but rite now u are nothing for me, just a stranger who broke my heart twice in less than a year... goodbye P.

How do you always know what I will say?
You seem to know me in the clearest way
I want to run and hide, keep you from finding me
You shouldn’t see, what is my mystery

But with the timing right
It could be paradise
To do this now
Would not be right

I was just fine, yes I was fine I thought
I didn’t think that I would get so lost
To have and not to hold and to pretend I’m cold
It is a lie because I melt every time

And with the timing right
It could be paradise
To do this now
Would not be right

So stay away from me
You’re better off to stay as far from lovin' me
Just stay a fantasy
In the dark, in the night and in my dreams

And with the timing right
It could be paradise
To do this now
Would not be right

So stay away from me
Stay away from me

So stay away from me
You're better off to stay as far from lovin' me
Just stay a fantasy
In the dark, in the night and in my dreams

So stay away from me
You're better off to stay as far from lovin' me
So stay a fantasy
In the dark, in the night and in my dreams

So stay away from me
You're better off to stay as far from lovin' me
Just stay a fantasy
In the dark, in the night
In the dark, in the night
and in my dreams

Fantasy by Nadia Ali