HoW?.... wHy mE?

I'm getting back to basics, like five years ago, rediscovering myself in the single side... It has been a long time since the last time I was single for a more than 2 months. This happen to me around 3 years ago. After all this time, dating, having relationships, some good experiences and really bad experiences. But at the end(this point) I'm strong enough to be by myself, enjoying my freedom, doing whatever I wanna do without any worry about hurting who ever was with me... Is not a easy feeling to develop, some days still struggling with it.
I miss P like crazy but It doesn't hurt like before... learning how to deal with all this without affecting myself in the process.
Freedom vs love, who is gonna WIN?