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My CaR!!! mY LiFe(rEconEcTinG)

I'm getting sick of my car every time is something different, I gues it wasn't a good idea change the engine, now is acting worse.... It won't start rite away, then is shaking all the time, what else can happen to me with that car?
Btw yesterday I wento to Karyna's to get the movie from the XV, well I left the keys inside the car, so fucked up!!! NEgro and Hector tried to open it but even they'are cheap gansters they didn't.... Anyway Lucio was the MAN who opens my car, was awesome.... Even Sam and DD went to gave the extra set of keys but either one worked... Also I had flat tired on saturday.... I need a "limpia" for real with my car....

After two year I talked to my mom, was so cool, almost made me cry, but I don't want tears on my life anymore, I'd faced that demon that was haunting me for so long... like my aunt told me " They dont going to change, u are the only one who's gonna do it, so accept them the way they are, is all you can do" I didn't bring the past bc nothing gonna change it, if we start fresh is gonna be great. She was so happy to hear me, I gave to her a lil "resumen" about my life the last 2 years and that I need more contact with my family to heal those wounds, I have to admit I've been needing my mom all this time, we don't agre in too much things but we have to respect each other. I want to be happy with myself and the people who cares about me... I dont need a relationship to be complete. I'm so happy today with my life..

Trapped in the rhythm of life
Nothing seems to color my path
I’m in a web of confusion
Chasing my own tail... round... and round

I need to push away this madness
I gotta find the way out
With all my dreams and illusions
Waiting just to break out and fly...

I see what’s waiting for me
On the other side
It’s time to follow
All the passion in my heart
I’m standing on the sun with
Nothing else to hide
I’m ready,
Finally I see the other side

There is no more room for darkness
Allow the light to come in
You have to fight all the shadows
You gotta break out and fight

I heard it over and over
If you get caught up in the feeling again
With all your dreams and illusions
There is no reason to stop.

I see what’s waiting for me
On the other side
It’s time to follow
All the passion in my heart
I’m standing on the sun with
Nothing else to hide
I’m ready...
Finally I see the other side

The Other Side by Fey