sO hAppY, sO sCaRe

Im so happy to be with you again, after the month of hell, finally everything back to place, I hope this time for long... I love you can't deny, otherwise I don't have nothing to lose again.... Is gonna be a hard work for both... we are trying everyday to get better, trusting each other.
Saturday was a great day for me, I was with my family, celebrating Sam's bday...so awesome, my aunt was talking to me again after 3 weeks... so everything was running smooth.
But back to basiscs. A long email was writen for me to you, without any expectations I sent it to you, it took me 2 hours to write it down, was clear, direct, honest, showing the real me, like you said: " The Gyo who wrote that, is the one that I love", then I was reading ur answer, the u called me, my heart was beating so fast,the love ran thru my veins when I'd heard ur voice. U were crying, I was so calm. Then u said: "I'm sorry to let you go, u are the one that I love, can't be without you anymore, this month it has been a hell". Since that moment I knew we can try it again, even I don't believe in second chances, let's not run away this time. I wanna show you how big is my love for you, learning from all the mistake I've made, like I said before: " I can't do anything to change the past, but I'm so able and willing to give you a better present".
After dinner, after the club(was awesome btw), wanted to see you... so that's why I was @ ur door @ 3 am just to kiss you and feel ur sweet touch...
FORWARD>>>>>
Valentine's Day

I was so exited to see you again and celebrate V day, with you, so we had a romantic date(not like I'd plan) but we were together. Movie and dinner was the plan but the Movie was great Percy Jackson and the Olympians, like child enjoying the presentation. U are my sexy beast my fave dark chocolate, my addiction... I love you... so we keep it real.
I see we gonna make it ROCK'S.....
btw with Scare I mean, scare to loose you again but my fears are behind...

I find the map and draw a straight line
Over rivers, farms, and state lines
The distance from 'A' to where you'd be
It's only finger-lengths Jobby that I see
I touch the place where I'd find your face
My finger in creases of distant dark places

I hang my coat up in the first bar
There is no peace that I've found so far
The laughter penetrates my silence
As drunken men find flaws in science

Their words mostly noises
Ghosts with just voices
Your words in my memory
Are like music to me

I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold ground
I, I pray that something picks me up
And sets me down in your warm arms

After I have travelled so far
We'd set the fire to the third bar
We'd share each other like an island
Until exhausted, close our eyelids
And dreaming, pick up from
The last place we left off
Your soft skin is weeping
A joy you can't keep in

I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold ground
And I, I pray that something picks me up
and sets me down in your warm arms

I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold ground
and I, I pray that something picks me up
and sets me down in your warm arms

Set the fire to the third bar by Snow Patrol.