BaCk in ThE rOad...AgaIn?
Yes, hardly to admit, well not that hard, heehaw. I have a new profile in the sex website, nothing really change these last 4 weeks, same people thinking they're the last coke in the desert. I'm hunting my next victim, still don't believe in love, don't need that is just waste of time, energy, money, feelings so forget it.
I was online for a while but I've got bored after an hour or two, nothing really interesting. Guessing I'm healing now...after Saturday drama, realized that is no reason to stop breathing for you. I love you, but should be crazy to back with you, nothing is gonna change. Last nite you saw me "haunting" then U send me an email, u contradict yourself, u want me but u don't want to spend time with me, U are tired to people talking to you but U still getting online!!! you love me but you want ur freedom, U already have it, what else do you want from me? I'm not that stupid to understand ur game so, I'd set you free... doesn't really matter. I don't want you in a cage, that's how you felt all this time, is so sad, u have the goats to blame me for this. Like you didn't anything wrong, it was ur turn enjoy it cuz we don't know how long is gonna last. I guess being a couple means just u and I, but I see you have a different idea about. I don't need an open relationship, that's stupid for me, we are in, or ,we are out of the relationship. Is that simple.
This is getting clear...so it doesn't hurt like I'd thought. I don't even reply ur email is nothing left, so tell me what's the point to start from scratch like you said, if we love each other but we can't be together, is not ZERO in this... so let this die with the nite. Is already dead.
Goodbye P.
Staying here for you
not held been I was crying
something asking not to do
thru my whole life
What did I ever listen
to your promises
When nothing changing
you and all the lies you said
These I leave all uses
nothing but the same
face the truth
you can't control my faith
No more lies
is painful to me
but I'm free at last
No more lies
no fear, no silence
now part of the past
Seems like that all your words
fear, has come crushing down
is seeking me to see
how little you are now
I'd never find myself
standing again right here
where I couldn't breath
before goes now I have no fear
Uh you take the pain
you'd gave when I was there
I doubt you have the strange to spare
Never again
will I be there like I was there for you before
now nothing is the same
cuz gone is the pain
not care with the blame
cuz gone is the pain
No More Lies By Fey