BaCk AgIan wHeRe AlL bEgUn

I'm again in these four walls but it doesn't feel like dying, my madness is no t mad like I'd thought it would be. I told people what happen between U and I, they were surprised for my reaction, being so calm and cool with ur decision.
Yesterday I wanted to hang out with Alex, but sometimes his comments are so inappropriate, driving me nuts. Alsi his gf broke up with him, he's down like every other day, honestly I'm a lil down too so if we do the math: his pain + mine = depression and disaster. Today I will continue with my history(Darkest Dream) hopefully I will write at least 2 more chapters.
So everything falls into place... Is weird how my heart and mind are synchronized this time, both are telling me to let go and keep going, that's what I call "The perfect song".
Anyway I will love you but I dont need you.