26.1.10

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So today I had a revelation about us, the needing of taking one day @ the time is the best for me, just worry about tomorrow was so difficult that idea was smashing my brain. Lina and I we were talking about depression, sadly to admit; I'm. But that it doesn't mean I have to stop my life, my "estado" make sleepless nights, well I do sleep well for some hours but early something wake me up, prolly the emptiness in my heart what u left on me.
Anyway, I had an online consultation with my private doctor(My best friend Jay) so he told me: I need to relax and stop worry about anything is the only way to get the sleep back.
Basically today was a good day, I'd "survive". This is the 8Th day without you....but who is counting?

Bailando, bailando
amigos adios, adios el silencio loco
bailando bailando...