ReAding My JourNal

I was reading my first journal, wow!!! can't believe all the things that I have there!, songs, draws, episodes of my life, my secret thoughts.
I'd realized my talent to write, if somebody can read it can think is a book, technically it is. It can be a really good movie: Horror, fantasy, drama, friendship, love, broken hearts, music... a new dimension of adventures.
I found a great "chapter", really interesting. Actually I'd forgot it 'till all the memories came back.
Im better Alone(blue side) October 27 (guessing) 2004
Always single, never alone...
This months I've been alone(without a relationship) I'm feeling better, having time for myself, learning a lil bit more in so many ways, I'd thought can't be alone for a while, I was so used to go out but it was just that "used to be". Here on Mexico(city of lost) have been dating a lil, but no one can fulfil that empty space on me for different factors: age, compatibility, mood, conversation, between more things, can be or is that I'm not ready to start a relationship, I've been more focused on myself, bc I want so many things for me. Yesterday had the answer for one question, I didn't went to my date with ?, listening Triple G, I reaffirm my position about this situation; First thing to do.- Get peace with myself, then in the club I just find the sex of my life not the love of my life, it will arrive in the right moment no before, no after.
That's why I walked away from my last date. Being on stand by without leaving the fun out, the party keep going... I'm looking for some action, I don't know why is a "but" in all this(:S)
I'm better alone anyway..
Don't tell me by Avril Lavigne