27.1.07
Main theme: If I fall by Tara Mclean
When I wake up: The other Side by Fey
Driving : Come closer by Tarkan
Before sleep : Era la Musica by RBD
When Im happy: Y aqui estoy by Fey
Sad day : Yo te voy amar by NSYNC
Nite club: Love is a crime by Anastacia
Driving to the niteclub: Since you been gone by Kelly Clarkson
When Im tripping: Dulce locura by La oreja de Van gogh
Broken heart: Open arms by Journey
Gay song: Todos me miran by Gloria Trevi
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Friends(kbaretito): Alive by J-Lo
Gab: Yo te voy amar by Nsync
Potter: Dont speak by No Doubt
Amy: Jenny from the block by J-lo
Megan: Gennie in a bottle by Xtina Aguilera
Sand: Miedo by Pepe aguilar
Jay: I will come to you by Hanson
Yara: Lucha de Gigantes by Nacha Pop
Rob: Sexy Back by Justin
Diana: Mis ojos lloran por ti by BigBoy
Gerardo: Hollaback girl by Gwen Stefany
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Sweet madness: Before the Dawn by Evanescense
Memories: Kiss me by Sixpence none the richer
When Im sexy: Breathe on Me by Brittney
Looking for: Someone to call my love by Janet Jackson
Magic Moment: Never saw blue like that by Shaw Colvin
Rebirth: Vertigo by Fey
17.1.07
Today I learned something new about the Mexican-American life, besides I understood how the life can make you Stronger-faster, waking up on yourself the spirit to be free and the brave to change the life.
It doesn't matter what is your color, race, life style; its about who you are?; who you want to be? Its not about the destiny either about where you come from? Its about where you belongs, fight againts destiny you can write your own.
I learned by my own experience, how the life it has be changed and how is works if you want to, how the racist can destroyed everything that you've been building. I belive in myself when nobody else does, I fightt againts my demons, I screamed out when nobody wanted heard me, I been thru a darkness. Since that moment I been living my life im a better person far away of everything it has been hurted me for long time, who knows me better than I? .
The cover can be fake, that smile, that attitude its real? who knows if you are suffering? Why the people thinks that they have the right to judge other people? why everything has to be about prejudgement. For this questions we having the answers, I waiting for that day coming up.
My better way to xpress myself its writing and putting on a piece of paper what's on my mind... a movie what changed my mind and opened my eyes to see beyond where my eyes seen it, a great nite...
EscRitoRes LibREs
Hoy aprendi algo acerca de la vida Mexico-americana , ademas entendi como la vida te hace mas fuerte-rapido, despertando en ti mismo el espiritu de ser libre y el valor de cambiar la vida.
No importa cual es tu color, tu raza, estilo de vida; es acerca de kien eres? kien kieres ser?, no es acerca del destino, tampoco lo es de donde vienes? es acerca de donde perteneces, pelea contra el destino puedes escribir el tuyo.
11.1.07
9.1.07
When i was trying to get something real the planets just they dont let me be happy, why?... or maybe isnt the right one. I wrote this song , I was thinking about, but everything has left on nothing...
I'll bet my wings
Once upon a time
when everything was flat
it was before i met you
now my life turn's on blue
everytime, that you're in my mind
something running thru my veins
that I dont know what it is
What can I do to get you?
can you help me? let me try.
Let me show you
let me fly with your hands in my hands
I dont wanna miss the chance
I dont wanna lose the light
let me try
let me try
I want to see the blue in your eyes
I will bet my wings
four you now.
I guess all that we needing
it's a bare soul's
and wide open sky
and my dreams are growing up
together with my heartbeat
you're the reason and my shooting star
What can I do to get you?
can you help me? let me try
Let me show you
let me find out
on the blue in your heart
let's dont run away this time
I will bet my wings
for your hands
let me try, let me try
I will bet my wings
for you now
let me try
I will bet my wings
to be in your life.
7.1.07
The loneliness its so long, the moon it doesn't shining toned. The tempting waits holding breathe, flash back to old memories, no one's.
All spin around
becoming smallest at least
this time
the sky looks so blue
my wings wide open
ready to fly
Its time to say goodbye
leaving everything behind
its time to see your face
in this endless day
A memories comes from the heart
they never go away
a life, a dream, a wish.
My hands start to feeling
tired without you
why do I have to choice?
my hands are tired to waiting for you
like you always come and go
my hands are tired
without your skin....
But its time to say goodbye
I leaving everything behind
faith is believing the unseen
time to say goodbye
no regrets in this time
My hands missing your lips
I wont be disappear
My hands missing your skin
my wings are tired
but they're ready to fly
time to say goodbye
29.12.06
Why do I have to choice between my freedom or my love?, why do i have to change my dreams for plans? why you try to make me fool, so give me a reason... dont blame me to be different, is the way Im... i can not do nothing... my hand's are tired to waiting for you... you always come and go... my hands are tired without your skin... my hands missing your lips... but my hand they are mines not yours
"Hands"
If I could tell the world just one thing
It would be that we're all OK
And not to worry 'cause worry is wasteful
And useless in times like these
I won't be made useless
I won't be idle with despair
I will gather myself around my faith
For light does the darkness most fear
My hands are small, I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
And I am never brokenPoverty stole your golden shoes
It didn't steal your laughter
And heartache came to visit me
But I knew it wasn't ever after
We'll fight, not out of spite
For someone must stand up for what's right
'Cause where there's a man who has no voice
There ours shall go singing
My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my ownI am never broken
In the end only kindness mattersIn the end only kindness matters
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my ownAnd I am never broken
My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
And I am never broken
We are never broken
We are God's eyes
God's handsGod's mind
We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's heart
We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's eyes
We are God's hands
We are God's hands
25.12.06
17.12.06
6.12.06
MoTiVos y RaZonES
Hay tanto k encierra el simple hecho de un acto k no esperas, k te toma por sorpresa , asi me ocurrio la semana pasada, un tanto el desconcierto, la decepcion de parte de kien pensaste k te apoyaria, pero el final de cuentas es un tonto sueno empirico k de nada sirve.
No pude mas con todo lo k me he guardado durante estos 18 meses mis sentimientos encontrados en cuanto a ese tema se refiere k ya eran demasiados, yo puedo gastar mis palabras con ellos, ps no me llevara a algun lado.
El tratar de ahogar todo no funciono, bueno lo fue por un tiempo pero todo me estaba kemando. Bueno ya mis lagrimas y compartir con mis amigos lo ocurrido me llevo a hacer una catarsis; un nueva razon para dejar el pasado en paz y mirar la vida en diferente perspectiva.
Mis nuevos brios tal vez me permitiran dejar mis tabus , ser mas yo sin restricciones o pretender alguien k no puedo ser, claro me llevara algo de tiempo pero se k algun dia lo tendre; ese dia podre aceptar a alguien mas en mi vida k tenga su propia manera de ver la vida, no tratar de imponer mi angulo, k era asi de extrano k no permitia otra propuesta mas k la mia.
Esto me lleva a tocar el tema de por k estoy soltero, k aveces me siento k lo estoy demasiado!.
Aveces pienso k no necesito alguien mas en mi vida para ser feliz(es cierto hasta algun punto donde no interfiera mi corazon), pero como dice Tarkan: cuz everyone needs a touch, la contraparte es k en ciertos momentos me siento demasiado solo, sin alguien a mi lado, mi habiatacion se vuelve tan enorme… despues de unos minutos todo ese sentimiento se marcha regresando a la realidad. Aveces no lo entiendo pero si hecho mis suenos a volar regresaran, tal vez espero a mi sailor moon k venga a rescatarme de mi Castillo encantado, suena estupido pero dentro de todo lo k soy hay un ¨romantico sonador¨ .
2.10.06
11.9.06
5.9.06
What's going on the nite club?...romance?...passion? or just pure fun?... there it go the answer.
30.8.06
26.7.06
29.6.06
28.6.06
Ya por fin esta sonando el primer sencillo de FEy wow! el disco sale a la venta le primero de Agosto estoy super mega feliz....
20.6.06
14.6.06
Me enviaron este correo y segun mi cumple es el arbol k soy, ps me describe casi en su totalidad:
EL NOGAL (la Pasion) -
Implacable, es una persona extrana y llena de contrastes, a menudo egoista,agresiva, noble, de horizontes amplios, de reacciones inesperadas, espontanea, de ambicion sin limites, nada flexible, es una pareja dificil ypoco comun, no siempre agrada pero se le admira, con un ingenio estrategico,muy celosa y apasionada, no se compromete.
Por otra parte este sabado sali de Antro con Rob, tenia mil k no lo haciamos, fuimos a gran Emporium, yo me vesti para matar como siempre(ya no me late el estilo pandroso k solia tener, ahora me pongo jeans, zapatos y kamisa o pantalones de vestir) me puse unos jeans k redisene, cinturon Gap y camisa blanca Gap por supuesto(gracias), yo hiba dispuesto a conkistar y lo hice! comenze a charlar con un sujeto, y asi paso toda la noche hasta k terminamos en mi auto teniendo una sesion se pasion oral, je je je je je je, no se si lo vuelva a ver; no me importa demasiado por k solo buskaba diversion okacional, cosa k obtuve y asi.
Su nombre Steve, ojo azul, rubio, buen cuerpo, bueno besando, 'pegandose al boli', tube un buen rato k era lo k buscaba. Me agradaria volver a verle; terminar lo k empezamos... all this or nothing.
Y mi habitacion empieza tomar forma, creo k un poco, ya casi tengo las cortinas me faltan algunos detalles pero este miercoles ya la tendre lista para mi y nada mas para mi....
9.6.06
GrEEN
Ya no veo la vida en azul, ahora se torna un poco verde casi en su totalidad, este color k antes odiaba se ha convertido en uno de mis favoritos, comenzo con una shirt, ahora esta en tennis, en mas playeras y en pulseras... ahora en mi kama esta presente; me siento bien rodeado de verde ps me siento en contacto con la naturaleza, hasta un suavizante para mi ropa lo eleji por ser verde y tener esencia de green emerald, el nombre 'Explosion verde'.
Tenia el pekeno trauma del verde ps de nino me vestianm mucho de este color, pero bueno eso fue mucho tiempo atras.
Hoy he pasado el dia comprando cosas para la casa ps en vdd estamos en ceros de muchas cosas, como ollas, nevera (osea lo primordial) ya he checado varias cosas y manana terminaran las compras, ire a una garage sale e intentare comprar todo lo k haga falta. Por el momento ya tenemos una vajilla para 4 personas; con eso sera suficiente. Aun me falta la cortina o persiana de mi habitacion, aun no tengo el estilo decicido pero ya pronto. TV y DVD ya estan instalados, permanece el espacio vacio de la compu.
Hablando de otro tema hoy es el cumple de Diana, le compre un pekeno album con soles y lunas, fui a visitarla, me agrada hacer sentir bien a los demas, es lo k ha cambiado en mi, lo estaba meditando mientras conducia como soy mas sociable y menos pretensioso . Aun no sabemos cuando festejaremos pero sera pronto, muy pro y super wow!!!.
Talvez vaya al antro este viernes a M'sBs tiene mil tiempo k no voy, haber k pasa.....
Im so horny, I need sex.....
Come closer...
6.6.06
