tHe tAo of RyAn

Today I feel better, the day is warm, not very hot, my mood changed a little bit because I hate myself when I feel like that, I'm very happy for me. The clouds smile to me, the people hate me (works for me), the city stay very quiet, the sound of silence(and the sound of my favorite music). Today I don't wanna know anything from anybody only from one person, but seems like I don't exist for him, doesn't call me, doesn't write, I don't care but maybe he can change my mood, I know he won't call me, but the hope will died in the last moment, this is the last time?(je je je). What´s wrong with me, with me...nothing; Only my insane life, I think so, or not?. Anyway.
Today...live my life.