27.1.07

SoundTraCk of My Lif3

Main theme: If I fall by Tara Mclean
When I wake up: The other Side by Fey
Driving : Come closer by Tarkan
Before sleep : Era la Musica by RBD
When Im happy: Y aqui estoy by Fey
Sad day : Yo te voy amar by NSYNC
Nite club: Love is a crime by Anastacia
Driving to the niteclub: Since you been gone by Kelly Clarkson
When Im tripping: Dulce locura by La oreja de Van gogh
Broken heart: Open arms by Journey
Gay song: Todos me miran by Gloria Trevi
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Friends(kbaretito): Alive by J-Lo
Gab: Yo te voy amar by Nsync
Potter: Dont speak by No Doubt
Amy: Jenny from the block by J-lo
Megan: Gennie in a bottle by Xtina Aguilera
Sand: Miedo by Pepe aguilar
Jay: I will come to you by Hanson
Yara: Lucha de Gigantes by Nacha Pop
Rob: Sexy Back by Justin
Diana: Mis ojos lloran por ti by BigBoy
Gerardo: Hollaback girl by Gwen Stefany
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Sweet madness: Before the Dawn by Evanescense
Memories: Kiss me by Sixpence none the richer
When Im sexy: Breathe on Me by Brittney
Looking for: Someone to call my love by Janet Jackson
Magic Moment: Never saw blue like that by Shaw Colvin
Rebirth: Vertigo by Fey

17.1.07

FrEedOm wRiTerS

Today I learned something new about the Mexican-American life, besides I understood how the life can make you Stronger-faster, waking up on yourself the spirit to be free and the brave to change the life.

It doesn't matter what is your color, race, life style; its about who you are?; who you want to be? Its not about the destiny either about where you come from? Its about where you belongs, fight againts destiny you can write your own.

I learned by my own experience, how the life it has be changed and how is works if you want to, how the racist can destroyed everything that you've been building. I belive in myself when nobody else does, I fightt againts my demons, I screamed out when nobody wanted heard me, I been thru a darkness. Since that moment I been living my life im a better person far away of everything it has been hurted me for long time, who knows me better than I? .

The cover can be fake, that smile, that attitude its real? who knows if you are suffering? Why the people thinks that they have the right to judge other people? why everything has to be about prejudgement. For this questions we having the answers, I waiting for that day coming up.

My better way to xpress myself its writing and putting on a piece of paper what's on my mind... a movie what changed my mind and opened my eyes to see beyond where my eyes seen it, a great nite...

EscRitoRes LibREs

Hoy aprendi algo acerca de la vida Mexico-americana , ademas entendi como la vida te hace mas fuerte-rapido, despertando en ti mismo el espiritu de ser libre y el valor de cambiar la vida.

No importa cual es tu color, tu raza, estilo de vida; es acerca de kien eres? kien kieres ser?, no es acerca del destino, tampoco lo es de donde vienes? es acerca de donde perteneces, pelea contra el destino puedes escribir el tuyo.

11.1.07

sO ManY, bUt noT 4 m3


How many people can be on the chat room at the same time? 100's or thousands, who know's? But however I can find some for me, its stupid I know pretend to find the love of my life online. ja!
I making a flashback to see how many guys I've met online... Well I don't even remember theirs names sux, 4 real; I learned the only thing that they looking for? Is SEX. Where is the dates, movies something special and romantic to do who knows about that shit, nobody gives a damn for.
So many guys interacting, sharing sex, hot body's, people pretending be someone else. With naked pictures, selling themselves.
Another point of view is I can not say that everyone online belongs to that kind of people it does have a exeptions, I dont know what they expecting for? or what if I have a shoot?, maybe one of this days my opinion changes about the chat rooms.
On my own pretending he's beside me
All alone I walk with him 'till morning
without him I feel his arms around me
and when I lose my way I close my eyes
and he's found me

9.1.07

BeTing My wIngs

When i was trying to get something real the planets just they dont let me be happy, why?... or maybe isnt the right one. I wrote this song , I was thinking about, but everything has left on nothing...

I'll bet my wings

Once upon a time
when everything was flat
it was before i met you
now my life turn's on blue
everytime, that you're in my mind
something running thru my veins
that I dont know what it is

What can I do to get you?
can you help me? let me try.

Let me show you
let me fly with your hands in my hands
I dont wanna miss the chance
I dont wanna lose the light
let me try
let me try
I want to see the blue in your eyes
I will bet my wings
four you now.

I guess all that we needing
it's a bare soul's
and wide open sky
and my dreams are growing up
together with my heartbeat
you're the reason and my shooting star

What can I do to get you?
can you help me? let me try

Let me show you
let me find out
on the blue in your heart
let's dont run away this time
I will bet my wings
for your hands
let me try, let me try
I will bet my wings
for you now
let me try
I will bet my wings
to be in your life.

7.1.07

TiMe tO Say

The loneliness its so long, the moon it doesn't shining toned. The tempting waits holding breathe, flash back to old memories, no one's.


All spin around
becoming smallest at least
this time
the sky looks so blue
my wings wide open
ready to fly
Its time to say goodbye
leaving everything behind
its time to see your face
in this endless day

A memories comes from the heart
they never go away
a life, a dream, a wish.

My hands start to feeling
tired without you
why do I have to choice?
my hands are tired to waiting for you
like you always come and go
my hands are tired
without your skin....

But its time to say goodbye
I leaving everything behind
faith is believing the unseen
time to say goodbye
no regrets in this time

My hands missing your lips
I wont be disappear
My hands missing your skin
my wings are tired
but they're ready to fly
time to say goodbye