DeEp SkY

Blue as the moon
is the air around
I been thru a labirynth
a faun was my north star
I was scare
to never see the lite
on this deep sky

I was diving
into the walls
trying to find my thoughs
they became alive
a fantasy in my life

I've been walking
in circles
I found a circus
full of clowns
they seem's like a lie's
maybe they were my though's
but they dont

I was reaching
the dreams
but I heard a voice
repeating the nightmares
I been thru a labirynth
full of magic and madness
A field full of weird creatures

As the world is apart
off this deep sky
my stepfoots on the ground
the faun is behind
with my thoughs in a cloud
and my feelings around
in bubbles

As deep is the sky
the sky is deep
deep sky
to find the way to get out
and leave behind my fears
on the labirynth

Im blue as deep sky
I was diving on the eternal night
finally I found the way to get out
goodbye faun
its time for me to depart
just I wanna be free
on the deep sky

JusT I donT knoW hoW?

I dont know whats going on
I cant feel the breathe on my heart
Im disconected of my body
my soul is with you
but my mind is on the space
a open one, without you...

I dont know how,
just I dont know how
this happend to us?
where I lost myself on you
I cant be without you
but I cant be with you
just I dont know how?

You are like a dream come true
U're so real, real as the air
you'd changed my world
and filled me up
maybe Im broken like a sunset
I try to believe and make me strong enough
too much to ask?

I dont know how let you in
just I dont know how?
I dont know how open my heart forever
just for you
just I dont know how?

Try, so hard
breath, so hard
believe, so hard

Just I dont know how (let you in)
show me how
just I dont know how.

LiKe LoVErS dO....

Finally I found that paradise that I've been waiting, a better life to bring us round, and now i see the world like lovers do...
We're taking easy, taking slow, we're catching fire and let it go, I'm waiting to give myself to you, on that way we can live like lovers do...
Like lovers do, I'm feeling that way...

When I don't even expect someone on my life him suddenly showed up, he makes me feel again on heaven, waking up again all that romance it was sleeping on me, no words to describe what kind of feelings are on me... Now everything is blue in my life like never before....... its all because of you.

EveRyThINg ChaNgeD

This lolyness
What I'm feeling
doesn't relieve it
doesn't disappear it
If I lie you
About everything going well
cant going worse
the truth is that I'm nourished from my fears
I've felt able to play your game
but I've discovered
that I lost myself if at trying
Perhaps I've found things about me
what's make me suffer
and fight against my ego
And I cant moving on
If you don't be with me

(Chorus)
Everything changed
And now cant find
the way to back
Everything changed
how come back to you?
How come back to myself?
Where I've losted myself?
And everything has changed

I don't want to give the back to you
I don't want to hurt you
But I know that I'll falling into the trap
I'll betray you
You'll leave me
I didn't want to someone else take my place

I've felt able to play your game
But I've discovered that I lost myself at trying
I don't want to see me cry
On the bottom knows I cant no more
I don't even know how I can carry on
If you don't be with me

(Chorus)

Inside I'm cowardly
outside I'm different
inside just instic
outside you can count with me
inside it doesn't is the same
outside I don't fail you
inside I keeping for myself
outside I don't know
If I stay there

Inside I'm cowardly
outside I'm different
inside just instic
outside you can count with me
inside it doesn't is the same
outside I'm different
inside just instic
outside I don't know if I'll carry on

iS iT lOVe...

Iio

I never knew a love

A love that could be sweeter

No matter what my mind says

Your music gives me fever

The moment that we danced

Your arms felt like a cradle

And when you took my hand

I was no longer able

It never felt so right before

I need to be with you much more

I can't believe this kind of fate

We can runaway... Is it love?

I'm always in a spell

Even when I'm sleeping

You're always on my mind

I hope that I'm not dreaming

If I am let me stay asleep

Don't wake me up

I feel complete I never want to feel it end

What a lovely moment

Is it love?

I wanna give you my love

All the time

I wanna make love to you

All the time

I wanna be right next to you

All the time

I wanna be in love with you

All the time

SoundTraCk of My Lif3

Main theme: If I fall by Tara Mclean
When I wake up: The other Side by Fey
Driving : Come closer by Tarkan
Before sleep : Era la Musica by RBD
When Im happy: Y aqui estoy by Fey
Sad day : Yo te voy amar by NSYNC
Nite club: Love is a crime by Anastacia
Driving to the niteclub: Since you been gone by Kelly Clarkson
When Im tripping: Dulce locura by La oreja de Van gogh
Broken heart: Open arms by Journey
Gay song: Todos me miran by Gloria Trevi
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Friends(kbaretito): Alive by J-Lo
Gab: Yo te voy amar by Nsync
Potter: Dont speak by No Doubt
Amy: Jenny from the block by J-lo
Megan: Gennie in a bottle by Xtina Aguilera
Sand: Miedo by Pepe aguilar
Jay: I will come to you by Hanson
Yara: Lucha de Gigantes by Nacha Pop
Rob: Sexy Back by Justin
Diana: Mis ojos lloran por ti by BigBoy
Gerardo: Hollaback girl by Gwen Stefany
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Sweet madness: Before the Dawn by Evanescense
Memories: Kiss me by Sixpence none the richer
When Im sexy: Breathe on Me by Brittney
Looking for: Someone to call my love by Janet Jackson
Magic Moment: Never saw blue like that by Shaw Colvin
Rebirth: Vertigo by Fey

FrEedOm wRiTerS

Today I learned something new about the Mexican-American life, besides I understood how the life can make you Stronger-faster, waking up on yourself the spirit to be free and the brave to change the life.

It doesn't matter what is your color, race, life style; its about who you are?; who you want to be? Its not about the destiny either about where you come from? Its about where you belongs, fight againts destiny you can write your own.

I learned by my own experience, how the life it has be changed and how is works if you want to, how the racist can destroyed everything that you've been building. I belive in myself when nobody else does, I fightt againts my demons, I screamed out when nobody wanted heard me, I been thru a darkness. Since that moment I been living my life im a better person far away of everything it has been hurted me for long time, who knows me better than I? .

The cover can be fake, that smile, that attitude its real? who knows if you are suffering? Why the people thinks that they have the right to judge other people? why everything has to be about prejudgement. For this questions we having the answers, I waiting for that day coming up.

My better way to xpress myself its writing and putting on a piece of paper what's on my mind... a movie what changed my mind and opened my eyes to see beyond where my eyes seen it, a great nite...

EscRitoRes LibREs

Hoy aprendi algo acerca de la vida Mexico-americana , ademas entendi como la vida te hace mas fuerte-rapido, despertando en ti mismo el espiritu de ser libre y el valor de cambiar la vida.

No importa cual es tu color, tu raza, estilo de vida; es acerca de kien eres? kien kieres ser?, no es acerca del destino, tampoco lo es de donde vienes? es acerca de donde perteneces, pelea contra el destino puedes escribir el tuyo.

sO ManY, bUt noT 4 m3

How many people can be on the chat room at the same time? 100's or thousands, who know's? But however I can find some for me, its stupid I know pretend to find the love of my life online. ja!

I making a flashback to see how many guys I've met online... Well I don't even remember theirs names sux, 4 real; I learned the only thing that they looking for? Is SEX. Where is the dates, movies something special and romantic to do who knows about that shit, nobody gives a damn for.

So many guys interacting, sharing sex, hot body's, people pretending be someone else. With naked pictures, selling themselves.

Another point of view is I can not say that everyone online belongs to that kind of people it does have a exeptions, I dont know what they expecting for? or what if I have a shoot?, maybe one of this days my opinion changes about the chat rooms.

On my own pretending he's beside me

All alone I walk with him 'till morning

without him I feel his arms around me

and when I lose my way I close my eyes

and he's found me

BeTing My wIngs

When i was trying to get something real the planets just they dont let me be happy, why?... or maybe isnt the right one. I wrote this song , I was thinking about, but everything has left on nothing...

I'll bet my wings

Once upon a time
when everything was flat
it was before i met you
now my life turn's on blue
everytime, that you're in my mind
something running thru my veins
that I dont know what it is

What can I do to get you?
can you help me? let me try.

Let me show you
let me fly with your hands in my hands
I dont wanna miss the chance
I dont wanna lose the light
let me try
let me try
I want to see the blue in your eyes
I will bet my wings
four you now.

I guess all that we needing
it's a bare soul's
and wide open sky
and my dreams are growing up
together with my heartbeat
you're the reason and my shooting star

What can I do to get you?
can you help me? let me try

Let me show you
let me find out
on the blue in your heart
let's dont run away this time
I will bet my wings
for your hands
let me try, let me try
I will bet my wings
for you now
let me try
I will bet my wings
to be in your life.

TiMe tO Say

The loneliness its so long, the moon it doesn't shining toned. The tempting waits holding breathe, flash back to old memories, no one's.

All spin around
becoming smallest at least
this time
the sky looks so blue
my wings wide open
ready to fly
Its time to say goodbye
leaving everything behind
its time to see your face
in this endless day

A memories comes from the heart
they never go away
a life, a dream, a wish.

My hands start to feeling
tired without you
why do I have to choice?
my hands are tired to waiting for you
like you always come and go
my hands are tired
without your skin....

But its time to say goodbye
I leaving everything behind
faith is believing the unseen
time to say goodbye
no regrets in this time

My hands missing your lips
I wont be disappear
My hands missing your skin
my wings are tired
but they're ready to fly
time to say goodbye