I DOnT unDerSTanD

Wow! the last time that I went to the niteclub I met someone, we danced, and flirting just a little bit, but everyting was outta control , too much.... was a mess Ger acted like a jelous jerk, Rob said nothing, Tammy finally droves with me untill the house , why nobody can understand that Im just loking for friends, and otherwise was just one ride... why nobody understand that in 2:30 before the dawn just I want talk with somebody and the fact: burn one cd, was just burned one cd.... why.... but after all was a great nite.... I talked with Rob about that and him told me its ok but the next time if we bring someone stayaway, in case that gets something with us... Im ok about that, its true, but Im still thinking that how Ger could be acted like a jerk and him dont even let me xplain what happend and was the fact in this... whatever I guess!!!

BetwEeN yOuR liES

Sometimes the people trying to cover their lies with stupid's things like: I dont need you, I dont feel nothing about you. Or trying to hide their feelings with lies, a example : the next song

Between your lies

Im discover something

Im found the way

that you heart work it

I know what you think

for quite sometime

your looks tell me the truth

You cant deny

do you miss me

You can tell me

a thousand words

You can tell me

a thousand excuses

I know how your heart works

Im reading between lines

now Im learn how

I found the reason

I found your reason to lie me

Between your lies

Im reading the true

between your lies

you cant deny

between your lies

I know what do you feel for me

Im read between your lies(the true)

You said: I dont need you

But I know that you do

Between your lies

you hide your fears

Im discover

the truth in your lies

Im discover

the truth in your lies

I found the truth

you need me...

DaTE anD tHe tiME

Two days ago was a cold noon, I had my date with Michelle, I;ve got a lot xpectition and nerv (just a little bit), in first place Im was tardyness about my work, Im losted my way I took a wrong direction, I cannot clen my car, anyway, Im arrived her home(she waited for me outside) she came to my car and the date begun , ready to go, direction: PLaza to the movie theatre, Movie:Hostel, a lot blood there, fullfill to sadism, I had a good time with she, we've got a lot thing in commun: Blue, Italia, Nite, stars-moons, dance, FEy... 7, I would like spent more time by her side to talk, but It could be a second date....

Te conoci un dia de enero con la luna en mi nariz y como vi k eras sincer@ en tus ojos me perdi....

DeCiSion

You took your decision
It was could be amaze
but now is over

The time changes
all that Im belive in
the time
cannot erase
my days pass me by

I've been searching
deep in my brain
my neurons cannot xplain
what it was the mistake

Chorus
And now Im say

Dont try to xplain to me
everything is clear
you took a decision
my life go on

You thought
that Im still lost in your eyes
but you'll never knows
the answer about...

Just one word
was enough
you changed my world
but not anymore
this foolish game
and you never came
I was your meanwhile
Ill never wait a while for you
this foolish game
I guess you lost again
keep your selfish
in your foolish game

Chorus

Dont pretend
no no pretend
I undersatnd your decision
I had a premonition
Im keep on
my reason in motion
I had emotions
but your decision
never changes...

Chorus....

Ill NeVer

Cuantas veces he dicho nunca, pero ese nunca; nunca llega... por que? jure decir cosas que constantemente repito.

Perdi la confianza en los otros, una vez mas, es-era-sera dificil recuperarla...

Siempre soltero jamas solito, es un tanto estupida esa frase, tiene sentido abstracto y sentido sin sentido, si siempre estoy soltero con quien puedo compartir todo lo k siento.

Soy mas fragil de lo que pense, pero soy mas fuerte si no estas... es cierto hay ciertas personas que es mejor mantenerlas alejadas para ser mas fuerte, ps a su lado siento k no puedo contra ellas.......

CaTarSis

K extrana pesadilla es kerer ser kien no eres, k alejado esta de la realidad mundana el saber k hay un bien y un mal, puesto como "Dios" y "Diablo", por k etiketar todo y no dejarlo tener propia identidad?.

Nolo se y tal vez nadie tenga una respuesta para esta pregunta yuxtapuesta... de ahi parte el escribir esta cancion es una "catarsis" religiosa de lo k significa el bien y el mal.

Ways and roads (heaven for hell)

Put a signal on the road

send me an angel

to guide me

make me choose

Ways and roads

I dont forget

the unforgiven that Im

ways and roads

A decision cant make me wrong

I change the heaven for my own hell

my personal god

my personal evil

Put a signal on the road

make me choose

send me an angel

send me a demon

As far to my hell

As far to my heaven

Ways and roads(heaven for hell)

figure out in my mind

ways and roads (hell for heaven)

slipped away my soul

ways and roads

brightness like the sun

I change my heaven for hell?

I change my hell for heaven?

My personal god

My personal evil.

Un PoCo de NosTalGia

Que senti esta epoca de "festejos" ps en verdad casi nada solo los regalos k necesitaba comprar la expectativa de mi primera "Navidad" aki pero en verdad como puedo celebrar algo en lo k no creo, este ano me propuse no "discutir" con mi tia acerca de ese tema k ni al caso.

Los dias se aproximaron hasta k el esperado sabado llego, pero aki es diferente casi todos lo celebran el domingo no el sabado y el dia libre es 26 no 25 como en Mexico, la nostalgia me invadio un poco pero no tanto ps con mi EX-familia de Morelia me la pasaba bien pero no de WOW! con mi Fam en Mexico era un tanto extrano estar rodeado de poca familia, en fin...

Para rematar la noche de vispera de Navidad mi padre me hablo, lo batee en menos de un minuto por k no kiero hablar con el en mucho tiempo.

Recuerdo a mis amigos, Gab, Potter, Amy, Rony, Yara de Mexico; Sandra, Jay, Cecilia(he pensado en ella estos ultimos dias creo k aun no ha salido todo lo k paso entre los dos) Mariana....

en fin la nostalgia no es mucha y los recuerdos son demasiados...

HeaTheR

This song was inspired in Heather, one friend of mine, I dont know her so well, but all that I know from her is here on the song...

Heather lives
on a pleasent nightmare
Heather takes
the dreams and makes
stars with
Heather fly without wings
and shell never fall

Heather draws
fantasies with the velvet sky
and she cry's
tears run dry
Heather try
play with the clouds
Heather is a enigma
and she wearing whit the moon

Heather changes
the reflect on the mirror
Heather never fades
she always play
with dragons and monotaurus

(Chorus)
Heather talk with the sun
and smiling with the ocean
Heather changes the weather
when she wants
snow in summer
Heather dance
with angesl and demons
and she makes the music

Heather lives
on a pleasent nightmare
Heather swing wishes
in a interlude with witches
Heather makes
the rain falls on
and she can stop it

Chorus

Heather
lives on apleasent nightmare
Heather lives
a deja vu....

Heather sleep
on a river with the
stones for pillow
she talk with mushrooms
and she write spells
in the white sand

Heather
makes a deja vu
all over again
She lives a pleasent nightmare...

NEw YEaR

Celebracion en tres antros me la pase increible sin estar ligando o pretendiendo ser "bonito" para todos, fui yo por completo con la vestimenta perfecta, sin nada k ocultar, hacia tiempo k no vestia de negro(mi color preferido), en verdad lucia vestido para matar, pero solo me vesti para mi.... Roberto me vio y dijo WOW! luces muy bien. Primer destino NV ps era casi 11:30(ps el camino desde mi casa hasta su casa es largo), en fin el lugar lo vi por primera vez lleno, mucha gente bonita, buena musica y la espera para la cuenta regresiva(aki es tradicion besarse a la media noche, y no me senti mal por no tener alguien a kien besar) dio la media noche y fue hora de darle la bienvenida al ano nuevo con abrazos, destellos, saltos y baile, wow fue genial, no habia pasado un ano nuevo tan divertido.

1:00 am es hora de la siguente escala, keria conocer el bar Mexicano, en verdad es horrible gente fea k pretende ser cool, gente bonita k se cree mas de lo k es(no se aplica a mi caso), una chica negra me keria presentar a su amiga gorda k ni al caso y para ser exactos no estaba en busca de. La musica es tipo Cabaretito pero mas chafa, tipos con sombrero y botas, chicas k ni al casi, no kisiera regresar a ese lugar.

Ultima parada MsBs, solo baile un poco pero ya me sentia mil cansado despues de haber trabajado desde las 10 am hasta las 10 pm sin descanso eso es demasiado, ahi me perdi un poco y me sente, a la hora de partir ya keria volver a casa no lo se pero no keria estar lejos de ella esa noche, asi k solo volvimos a un lugar segun Rob a conseguirme una tipa para esa noche, pero le dije NO we asi estoy bien gracias... de regreso a su casa por mi auto y conduje 40 minutos hasta mi casa despues de las 3:00 am, solo keria un poco de paz y descanso, aparte de k tenia k trabajar al siguente dia al medio dia... fue genial y la moneda gira en el aire....